<3

Christmas was spent with baby.

he bought me Ripcurl slippers and a tank top.

hehe.

he bought a pair of slippers for himself too.

he said Dennis bought the same thing for himself and Cheryl after he bought ours.

haha.

so funny.

bused to e!hub.

we caught 2 movies,

sherlock holmes and alvin and the chipmunks 2.

had burger king before sherlock holmes,

and vermicelli before alvin and the chipmunks.

:D

homed after that,

and he escorted his present home.

heh.

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Saturday.

work at iluma,

opening alone again.

met baby after that,

then we headed to marina square to meet our sec schoolmates.

a small little gathering,

dinner, movie.

ivan and vernon went off to club.

khair, ellene, baby and i went to arab street.

drank beer and played cards,

i became abit high.

but it weared off after awhile.

night rider home.

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yesterday.

work at iluma,

closing with caleb.

it was his last day.

):

bus 23 home,

talked and laughed alot.

baby picked me up at my house bus stop.

hehehe.

talked for a little while below my house,

talked about work,

and then homed.

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today,

baby had class in the morning,

he came over after his lesson,

and i was still sleeping.

lunch with him, tingy and daddy.

vermicelli for me again.

:D

and now he's off in school doing project.

poor baby,

so reluctant to go to school.

):

KE later.

problems are piling up the cart.

):

candy canes

oh yes,

on wednesday,

it was our 50th month anniversary.

heh

okay random.

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yesterday.

had work in the morning.

was late because of the heavy rain!

and then,

when i reached the shop in iluma,

there were many many candy canes stuck on the pole.

each of them with a note for every one of us.

Dear Allie put it up on the pole for us.

it was such a heartwarming sight.

and i was surprised to find my name there too.

(:

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hehehe.
as
usual,
work was boring,
spent 4 hours talking to vanessa.
talked alot,
crapped alot,
and bitched alot.
talked about bastard-y guys,
and useless guys,
and the list went on.
she gave me a blueberry flavoured candy cane.
:D
Liza came in after that.
suppose to end work at 4pm,
but was extended because it was quite busy.
Liza was troubled.
:/
poor thing.
and so,
i left at 6pm when Jervic came.
bused to 201.
went to the pet shop and bought baby's christmas presents.
and i bought.....

yup!
it's a hamster.
okay.
i bought 2 of it,
a cage,
food,
the water thing,
bathing powder,
food holders,
and yup.
didn't get the sawdust as i couldn't manage.
it was too heavy!
homed and mummy prepared a special christmas dinner!

we had black pepper chicken,
tuna,
buttered toast,
chips,
mushroom potage cream soup,
and salad!
hehehe.
i had such a hearty meal,
and i felt so happy to be at home.
it definitely beats squeezing with the crowd somewhere out in town.
hehehe.
played with the hamsters for a while,
but they were extremely shy.
oh well.
shall give them some time to adapt.
suppose to have met baby already.
but it's postponed to 3pm later.
okays.
merry christmas to all!
have an enjoyable christmas with your loved ones.
(:

i adore old people

i succesfully started the shop by myself today.

had a huge sense of accomplishment.

this old lady came by,

she ordered peppermint tea.

she asked me to open the packet of sugar for her.

after that,

she asked me to pour honey into her cup of tea for her.

when i was doing my stuff,

she kept knocking on the wall to get my attention.

and i went over,

she told me that she wanted waffle with lots of chocolate gravy. (fudge)

so i did the waffle for her.

and while waiting for the waffle,

she banged the wall again to get my attention.

and so,

i went over again.

she told me that she only wanted half of the waffle,

and she would like me to have the other half.

i thought it was quite heartwarming.

hence,

i cut the waffle into half,

and topped it with chocolate sauce.

then i served it to her.

by then,

the shop was filled with people who wanted to buy yogurt.

i was taking their orders when she started to bang the wall again.

this time,

she asked for a small plate as she decided that she cannot finish her waffle.

so she cut it into half and she gave it to me.

which means,

she gave me three quarters of her waffle.

and then,

she sat there while i did my stuff,

and she constantly banged the wall to get my attention.

she asked for napkins,

water,

spoons,

and ice.

before she left,

she gave me a curry puff from coffeebean.

and she smiled at me,

and said that i was a dear.

i like old people.

they make me happy.

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and after that,

the yogurt machine started to produce screeching sounds,

and the yogurt couldn't come out.

after turning it off for a while,

it started to work again.

weird.

laopo came over to look for me.

(:

i realised that i forgot to bring keys for cca.

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daddy brought us home to get it.

so nice of him.

my dad rocks sometimes.

laopo helped me to do the recording for IT presentation.

then off we went to school.

still having a HUGE headache over the selection of the new committee.

we found out that nobody is suitable to be the president.

nobody is suitable to take over my role.

):

i was telling my comm that i should perhaps stay for another year.

which means,

i would have been the president for three years,

throughout my poly life.

-.-

don't i deserve that colours award or something?

tsk.

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i've never felt good about leading the club.

i didn't know why i was chosen.

it is so difficult to choose someone to take over me.

i wondered if my seniors had a hard time choosing me.

but today,

my lovely committee members assured me that i did a good job.

and that,

perhaps,

makes me feel a whole lot better about myself.

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i'm doing opening with vanessa the big bird fan tomorrow.

and it's at iluma.

hehehe.

i prefer working at iluma.

oh well.

baby's coming back in 28 hours.

hehehe.

i'm gonna get his christmas present tomorrow.

laopo knows what it is.

hehehe.

okay.

i'm going off to sleep now.

cherng shing, xinyi, emm,

sentosa yes no?

):

christmas hats

Saturday

work at iluma.

penny and i were observing people who were wearing christmas hats.

i think we all should wear christmas hats too.

it's so adorable.

and then,

we realised that the people at the ground level were giving out the hats for free.

but we have to put our name for some record breaking thing.

and so,

all of us got it.

and we wore it.

heh.

asked laopo to come over to iluma,

so that we can get the hats to wear for our performance the next day.

and she did.

penny and i did paper christmas hats.

mine is the orangy one on top.

somehow,

i cannot rotate the picture.

so yah.

and then,

homed.

waited for baby to come back from bali.

was looking at the flight arrival menu on teletext.

after that,

he was such a sweetheart,

he came over to my place to meet me at 3am.

talked about our days,

and then he left near 5am,

to go to dennis place.

he was going to leave for KL with his climbing mates.

and so,

the poor me is going to be left here for 5 more days.

slept at 5.30am,

woke up at 8.30am.

jumped up in shock as i'm suppose to meet laopo for breakfast at 9.30am!

prepared and had long john breakfast,

waited for fryderyk at dover mrt.

practiced for our christmas performance at night.

it was a sucky sunday.

things went really wrong.

but at the end of the performance,

everything was fine.

took pictures with the lightings and trees.

saw evelyn with her boyfriend but i didn't recognise her because of her hair!

wanted to take a picture with her but she went off already.

):

why you walk so fast.

):

shared gelato with laopo,

and then back to school.

and that concludes the day.

another picture that i failed to rotate

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super annoying.

Monday

mummy was sick.

cooked porridge and noodles before leaving the house.

went to school for project.

project work is a nuisance,

totally.

did the project using my laptop,

thus i left my laptop with my project mates when i needed to leave for cca.

at the end of cca,

project was not yet completed.

had to stay till 10.45pm.

things went crazily wrong.

and i really had to go.

packed all my stuff,

and i actually left without my laptop.

i must be the world's stupidest fool.

-.-

cabbed.

and anyway,

it was just a terribly disasterous day.

shall not talk about it anymore.

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and today,

tingy went with me to bishan to collect my laptop from chantel.

thanks chantel for your help.

had pizza hut with tingy,

walked around junction 8.

took bus back,

and then,

had dinner at coffeeshop with daddy and tingy.

he ordered tiger beer and sprite.

and he mixed it for us in our cups.

it was surprisingly nice.

ordered loads of nice food.

and homed.

baby's having a good time shopping in KL today.

he msged me and told me that his legs are tired from shopping.

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so lousy lor.

and he's going pubbing with his friends today.

and clubbing with them tomorrow.

hehehe.

excited for him.

i totally can't imagine him clubbing!

ah well.

working tomorrow.

will be doing opening by myself in parkway.

nervous and excited.

heh.

i hope i can successfully start the shop.

oh well.

goodnight everyone.

it's day four

island creamery with cherng shing <3

and so,

it's friday.

work at iluma in the morning.

opening with vanessa.

there was a weird smell throughout the morning,

we couldn't detect the source.

after awhile,

we realised that the strawberry yogurt machine is unable to freeze the yogurt.

then,

vanessa turned it off for a while.

and after that,

she turned it on,

and smoke started to come out of the machine.

it was quite funny!

she called Rey,

and apparently he laughed at it too.

then,

there literally wasn't anything to do.

so we took turns to cut fruits.

talked alot,

and bitched alot, too.

liza came in at 2,

she's so adorable and bubbly.

talking to her makes me feel happy.

haha!

mummy and tingy came to look for me after that.

walked around and then,

steamboat!

homed after that.

i found one of baby's shirt at home.

so super happy to find it.

because.....................

it has his smell!

i'm not a sicko okay!

heh.

then i messaged him and told him about his shirt.

and he laughed!

then he told me that he's sunburnt.

):

poor baby.

but i'll still love you.

heh.

work at iluma again tomorrow.

oh yes.

and emmeline,

thanks! <3

Day two and three

Yesterday

had attachment in the morning.

kids were adorable yet a nuisance.

had vermicelli for lunch.

i can eat that every single day.

went home and started doing housework.

started by washing clothes,

keeping clothes,

folding clothes,

packing my cupboard,

and then i packed my piano top,

packed my table top,

kept my sister's clothes,

vacuumed the floor,

mopped the floor,

and that was it.

felt so proud of myself after that.

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mum bought mos burger back for dinner.

ate that plus a piece of ham and cheese toast.

played plants vs zombies and tv after that.

dropped baby a msg before sleeping.

and he replied!

i was smiling silly-ly at my phone.

heh.

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today

was suppose to go swimming,

but it rained when i woke up.

so i went back to sleep till 1 in the afternoon.

lunch with tingy,

vermicelli again.

refilled printer ink,

tingy bought me oreo.<3

going to practice my piano now.

i'm blogging about my day,

so that you can see it when you come back.

i miss you.

Day One without you

school holidays are finally here.

one whole month of holiday.

is that good or what?

(:

spent the last week of school with cherng shing, xinyi and emmeline.

they are fun people to be with.

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and i'm going to survive 11 days without my dearest him.

he's going to bali,

and then to KL with his climbing mates.

and the poor me will be here.

):

stuck here.

):

ah well.

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Friday

school,

island creamery with cherng shing during break.

yummylicious.

back to school for tutorial,

the baby came to pick me up.

happy happy.

caught a movie,

a perfect getaway.

we thought it was some kind of romance film.

but it turned out to be a thriller.

baby whined.

so funny.

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Saturday

met baby again.

he brought me to eat his favourite chicken rice.

caught another movie,

planet 51.

cute and funny.

he enjoyed it.

homed,

dinnered,

then met baby again for 2012.

nice nice show.

wanted to walk home,

and realised that we walked one big round for nothing.

cabbed home in the end.

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Sunday.

work work work.

did i mention that i'm beginning to enjoy work?

homed for dinner,

then baby popped by to watch tv.

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Monday

met baby in the morning before he goes off.

went bedok to eat.

followed him home to collect a stuff toy.

homed.

work after that,

posted to iluma this week.

fun fun fun.

i prefer working at iluma compared to parkway.

hee.

laopo came to find me.

yogurt at my shop,

the mint flavour is very nice.

pepper lunch,

shop,

bought the same top,

tried the clothes in the toilet,

laughed at the weirdness of it,

and homed.

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Today

suppose to go to sentosa with cherng shing, xinyi and emm.

but but but.

):

nevermind.

next week!

ended up having bbq chicken with laopo and tingy,

novena to shop,

and then far east.

bought a new top.

happy happy.

laopo came to my house to practice a new piece.

another performance this sunday.

excited.

i want to post pictures but it's not working.

):

maybe tmr.

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and cousin,

mama will be okay.

i really want to visit her.

and i've got a card for her.

drop me a msg when you're going.

i want to go, too.

i love you coussie.

when things just go wrong

yesterday.

i went to look for the samsung camera service centre at jurong east during break alone.

i was told that the repair fees is going to cost at least 200 bucks.

so should i or should i not repair it?

i can get a new one with 200 bucks.

but,

it has sentimental value.

cherng shing accompanied me to eat before class.

bought something subconsciously for someone.

and decided to leave it at his doorstep.

then,

i do not wish to comment on anything else.

but thanks may and bobby for making me feel better.

so sorry to make you both worried when i cried.

today.

woke up with swollen eyes.

and my eyeliner is running out.

in class now.

attachment in the morning sucks.

the kids had a performance at St Lukes elderly care centre.

we were told to follow the kids.

i helped them to put on their make up.

after that,

we walked to the elderly care centre.

the teacher treated me like a maid.

i had to take the children to the toilet,

two by two.

so i brought like ten of them?

and that caused me to walk that same 'route' 5 times.

the kids didn't behave because they were excited to perform.

and when they made noise,

another teacher stared and hui hui and i.

implying that it's our fault that we can't keep them quiet.

please lor.

it's not even our responsibility okay.

after the kids performed,

the elders played a game.

they have to sit,

facing a partner.

and,

the partner was blindfolded.

so the game was,

to let the blindfolded elder feed the other one with a spoon.

and they are suppose to feed them milo ice-cream.

so super cute.

oh yes.

the elders wore very colourful glittery party hats.

it was so adorable.

after that,

they sang christmas songs.

i felt something tugging at my heartstrings,

because it was so heartwarming.

these old folks are so happy with such a simple little christmas celebration.

and they sang and clapped along with the music.

i couldn't help but to smile to myself.

when we wanted to go back to the centre,

the teacher told us to pack up and carry the props back.

they literally treated us like their maids la!

i was so pissed that i stomped off with a black face.

i heard the kids calling me,

but i ignored them.

frozen yogurt while waiting for haziyah.

and here i am in class.

the lecturer gave everyone time to do their projects.

but i've completed mine because my groupmates are off in vietnam.

so yah.

meeting laopo for dinner after class.

looking forward to it.

three days.

no explaination,

no apologies.

nothing.

so you expect things to go all right magically?

maybe i might lose some of my memory.

then things will be back to normal.

is that it?

you can pretend that nothing happened.

but i can't.

i just can't do it.

so?

what do you want?

we can continue this cold war forever.

i always feel lousy when i walk back from your place after leaving something at your doorstep.

because i always look back and you're never there.

and then,

you were there yesterday.

but?

did you even bother to attempt to clear things up?

you make it seem like everything is okay.

nothing happened.

so how can you expect me not to get pissed off?

if you think ignoring me for a few days to let me cool off is the best solution,

let me tell you now.

it's not.

it just shows that you don't understand me well enough.

you are capable of making me the happiest girl on earth.

but you are equally capable of making me feel the lousiest i've ever felt.

tears are shed.

smiles are fake.

why am i even typing all these out now?

you probably won't even read my blog.

forget it.

meant to

and so,

i had a bad week.

i hate bossy people to the max.

i hate it when people boss me around.

especially when they don't have the right to do so.

LISTEN UP.

no one except my parents have the right to boss me around.

so who the hell are you?

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and after a hectic week,

i swear that i officially hate project work.

individual work is the best,

because i don't have to bother about other people's opinions.

i don't have to live up to other people's expectations.

i can decide things for myself.

i can fail it if i want to.

i hate project work.

perhaps my EQ is not high enough to work with others.

maybe.

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the only great part of the week was saturday.

cos we had a performance.

it was at tuas,

that keppel marine thingy had an opening ceremony for the oil rig.

something like that.

and yes.

it was pretty grand.

the food served ain't packed rice.

we get to eat with the invited guests.

(:

wine and beer and cold rock smoothie were served.

salmon, salad chicken, shephard's pie and different sorts of pasta were served too.

and of course,

yummy, pretty little cakes for desserts.

performance went well.

i was being so uptight about things going wrong that i brough 4 pedals along in case.

and yup.

many thanks to the dears who could make it.

otherwise i would be skinned alive by SDAR.

most of my members couldn't make it.

so,

the 5 of us,

filled up a one hour slot.

i love my members.

they are such a joy to have.

some lecturers from np were there too.
they praised us.
and i felt so honoured to be the president of the club.
really.
i just realised that it's these kind of sense of achievement that motivates me to carry on.
i will be a better president.
i will bring the club up to a higher level.
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after that,
lynette, fryderyk, laopo and i went to tiong bahru.
stoned at mos burger for a long time.
talking, laughing,
making fun of fryderyk.
discussing bgr issues.
time flew pass.
and soon,
it was time to go.
frozen yogurt to end of,
and,

laopo,

i love you!

maybe i'm not the right one for you.

maybe

strangers

i've been meeting very nice strangers these days.

i left my laptop at kfc.

and walked off till somewhere else.

then a couple came up to my laopo and i,

holding my laptop.

for a moment we thought they were asking for directions

but they actually wanted to return my laptop to me.

another day,

laopo and i went to mos burger for dinner.

this very nice uncle came up to us and talked alot.

he then gave us 2 burgers to bring home.

yesterday,

after dinner with laopo,

i took the train home.

there were 4 people who came into the train.

on my left was 3 seats.

on my right was 1 seat.

so i moved to my right to allow them to be able to sit together.

they then looked at me and waited for me to turn and look at them.

and when i did,

they all smiled.

it was a genuine smile from the heart.

baby then came to pick me up.

he cycled me home.

had a talk about the future.

was planning ahead for our future careers.

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going over to granny's later.

coussie's gonna teach me to use photoshop.

thanks jinmay dear for helping me with photoshop too.

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if you don't matter to me,

i won't bother about your opinions of me.

you all can be self centered for all you want.

i don't care.

i will show you that i can do the same.

just wait and see.

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to end off,

tiffany laopo,

i'm so happy for you.

i know that you'll find a guy who's worth it.

i believe he is.

love you.

<3