I DON'T WANNA WEAR GLASSES :/

TUESDAY

had lesson from 9am to 11am.

after that,

went to eat at KAP mac with joleen and qihui.

we talked and crapped alot luh.

and then we talked about the future.

and yah.

they both thinks that i'll be the first one to get married.

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and me and my future husband will be the super sweet couple kind.

-.-

then then,

we agreed that qi hui will be a stay home house wife who cooks and cleans and etc.

then chantel will be a tai tai who goes for spa and manicure.

while joleen will be that kind of independant lady who needs nobody.

:P

damn funny lah.

then i went to get my eye checked.

i wore glasses to school, btw.

ugh.

i was so afraid i'll go blind!

luckily things are fine(:

just that i have to wear that hideous glasses for like a week?

after that i went home to bake.

(:

and rotted most of the time away.

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WEDNESDAY

speech training was so much fun!

we had to act out silly stuff.

chantel and i acted something damn retarded luh!

hahaha

but it was fun mann.

had fun during creative arts tutorial too.

we were dancing and singing and running and all those stupid stuff.

the lecturer was so active luh!

haha.

but it was fun.

i shall start to love my course!

lols.

after that met tiffy at tiong bahru for LUNCH

:P

then we went for coffee bean(:

after that went back to school.

she went for her lesson while i went to music room.

after that accompanied fiona and ben for dinner?

lols.

then then tiff ended lesson.

so went for cca.

sighs.

no comments about that.

shall remain a neutral party and not take sides.

that's the best way out, i suppose.

dinnered at BK with tiff.

(:

train-ed home.

and while walking home,

i saw like at least 10 rats here and there.

i was so afraid that the only source of comfort i can find..

is to walk while covering my ears.

-.-

i realised that i feel safer doing that.

maybe i'm abit crazy.

:/

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TODAY

went for attachment.

the kids still remember me!

how lovely.

(:

they still called me teacher cla.

aww

and they kissed and hugged me too!

(:

i was practically melting away.

and after that around 11am,

i saw them dancing.

they were preparing for a year end concert

so super cute luh i tell you.

then they wore caps and held candy sticks?

lols!

just super cute.

TOO CUTE TO BE TRUE!

(:

THANKS FOR EVERYBODY'S CONCERN (:

thanks to xue qian for accompanying me to the doctor!

thanks to all the lovely people who sms me and ask how i'm feeling!

and all the naggings and asking me to drink more water!

thank you everybody!

(:

oh,

and of course.

thanks uncle ben :P for reminding me to eat medicine and blah blah blah

and all your naggings to bring waterbottle and jacket!

thank you! (:

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i'm am feeling much better already.

poor tiffany!

we're sick together.

must be the food that we eat,

as we eat the same thing almost everyday!

get well soon to both of us. (:

i've been waiting,

since friday.

just a simple sms,

or call will do.

you didn't ask how am i..

you didn't ask if i'm feeling better...

so silly of me..

why am i still expecting your concern?

i've got no idea..

i guess i don't matter to you that much anymore.

i should be getting on with my life,

and that's what i'm gonna do.

you've failed the test.

SICK

throat is hurting like crazy.

voice has changed.

nose is runny.

eyes are watery.

shivering with jacket.

fever.

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well done clarabel low.

when you've got a class at 9 am tomorrow,

and it ends at 6.

well done.

how are you going to go to school?

eat more french fries lah.

eat more chocolate pocky.

so smart of you.

Rules:1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 12.58pm

Name: Clarabel low wei li

Sisters: Beryl low wei ting

Brothers: none

Shoe size: 8 (huge, i know :/)

Height: 172cm. any taller, no guys will want me! :P

where do you live: Singapore with family

Favourite drinks: chocolate milk, ice-lemon tea, pink dolphine.

Favourite breakfast: honey stars! (:

Have you ever been on a plane: nopes. going this year end to taiwan!

Swam in the ocean: hmm, sea counted? lols!

Fallen asleep at school: of course, :/ who in4e5'07 doesn't?

Broken someone's heart: think so, sorry.

Fell off your chair: YES!!

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes? but i fell asleep halfway.

Saved e-mails: some. (:

What is your room like: i dun have my own room but my table is messy.

What's right beside you: printer

What is the last thing you ate: oreo. (:

Ever had chicken pox: yes.

Stitches: nope

Broken nose: nope

Do you believe in love at first sight?: yep

Like picnics: ok la..if the ants dun crawl on my picnic mat.

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: my sister i think? haha!

Last made you smile: BEN! he's retarded. :P

You last yelled at: my sister! last night she said i'm fat!

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: hmm? do i have somebody i like?
Kiss anyone: is stuffed toys counted? if yes, then cookie! (:
sick: i've got flu every morning and night. :/
Talk to an ex: not yet.
Miss someone: yup yup.
eat : yeapps.

Best feeling in the world: eating a house made up of chocolate, cookies and candies and gingerbreadman! (:

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes! there's cookie, ice-cream, chocolate, 2 ee-yores, donald duck, one huge toy, and my small pillow. :/

What's under your bed: the floor lor..

Who do you really hate: a few people. full of nonsense.

What time is it now? : 1.25pm.

Random:Is there a person who is on your mind now: yes! :P

Do you have any siblings: pig sister

Do you want children: i think so? i'm taking early childhood. -.-

Do you smile often: i think so..

Do you like your hand-writing: NO

Are your toe nails painted: nope

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: oh! bunking in with charmaine jie jie! cosy! (:

What color shirt are you wearing now: a teddy bear night gown? lols!

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: i was in church! God is great!

I can't wait till: end of year concert! oh, and taiwan trip! (:

Are you a friendly person: yep :D

Do you have any pets: nope..but i have hamster last time.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: hmm, at home?

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? tiffany! i think we were crossing the road? haha. of course! she's my green friend. (:

Do you sleep with the TV on?: haha sometimes when im alone in the room.

What are you doing right now?: doing this stupid quiz lor..

Have you ever crawled through a window?: haha. i think so! :P

Can you handle the truth?: yes..i think so..

Are you too forgiving?: i think so. i'm soft hearted. :/

Are you closer to your mother or father?: mummy! (:

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my sister and tiffany!

How many people can you say you've really loved?: alot.

Do you eat healthy: is chocolates for breakfast healthy? :x

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: uh huh. they are everywhere.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: i don't cry because of comments.

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: the ice-cream shop. :/

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: kinda loud if you know me well. hahaha.

Are you confident?: hell no! many people tell me to have more confidence in myself.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. oh! i grew up with charmaine jie jie my cousin! we stayed at our granny's house. and what troublemakers we were!

2. i remembered that we were playing water guns at home! then granny came home, i quickly hid my gun. so charmaine jie jie was holding hers. and granny punished her, by making her shoot the water into the toilet! hahaha!

3. hahaha! we crushed a whole stack of A4 paper and threw them one by one down the window!

4. my hand was stuck under the door! T.T granny used butter to get it out! hahahaha!

5. every morning we'll wake up and granny will bring us down to the playground to play swing. (: after that, she'll buy us a yakult each, mine is orange, hers is grape. then sometimes we get hi-chew. mine will be green apple, hers will be grape. (:

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. go out and buy ribbons. (:
2. start on a card!
3. treasure the last few hours of the holidays. :P
4. decide what to wear tomorrow!
5. play the piano. (:

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. chocolates, cookies , candies and ice-cream! (:
2. calbee hot and spicy potato chips!
3. subway cookies! and brownies if yazid gives me! (: (btw, i work in subway)
4. chocolate pocky!
5. strawberry oreo ice-cream! omg. i can go on this list forever! (:

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. buy a grand piano!
2. sit an aeroplane, damn it! hahaha!
3. help needy people!
4. give my mum lots and lots of money!
5. donate to charity.

5 of my bad habits:
1. lazy to get up from bed!
2. little confidence in myself!
3. easily irritated and extreme mood swings!
4. banging my piano when i can't play what i want. :/
5. can somebody fill this in for me? (:

5 places I have lived in:
1. my cousin's house
2. tiffany's house
3. chalet? -.-
4. cruise?
5. my own home! (:

5 jobs I've had:
1. giordano warehouse sale
2. mac
3. converse warehouse sale
4. subway(:
5. the aviva nonsense.

5 people I tag:
hmm,
i'm kind. :P
do it if you're interested! (:

chalet

monday

tiff came to my house before going to the chalet.

she bought me a chocolate bar.

she cried with me

:/

my sister cried with us

:/

packed my stuff,

then we had uncle prata.

went to pasir ris interchange.

took 403.

memories came back again.

the bus route was so familiar,

and place was so familiar.

because he used to stay there.

alighted, and walked.

passed by the playground,

memories came back again.

i suddenly remembered,

3 years ago,

i was studying at airport with xueqian and ellene,

as it's our chinese paper the next day.

and we ending up going to pasir ris park to cycle.

yes.

me and ellene cycled in school uniform,

with our skirts.

while xue qian went home to get his bike and joined us.

memories, again.

oh well,

went to the chalet.

couldn't adapt to the cheery atmosphere there.

i excused myself and walked in the rain.

sat down at a pavilion.

sorry to have worried you, tiffany.

called up friends,

and started talking and crying away.

tiffany came to accompany me a while later.

then night time,

we went cycling.

didn't want to go, actually.

but aloy and ken was kinda insistent.

so we went.

thanks for all the lollipops, aloy.

thanks for trying to make me laugh, ken.

aloy promised me a lollipop for every smile i had.

and he bought one whole packet of lollipop.

in the end,

i only got 4.

:/

well,

cycled,

and ken's basket kept flying away.

thus,

me, aloy and kenrick were quite far behind from the rest.

some time later,

caught up with them.

continued cycling.

halfway through,

it became me, tiff, fiona and aloy.

we were kinda lost.

and there was 2 paths to take.

one in the dark, one in the light.

we obviously took the lighted path.

but it was wrong.

-.-

somehow,

we still manage to find the rest.

passed by changi beach.

the memories came back again.

i remembered we used to take 59 from school to changi beach.

and we always see 2 chickens at a secret place.

we even bought corn for them to eat.

well...

back to the cycling,

watched the aeroplanes for some time,

and went back.

a while later,

a few of us went out for a little talk.

came back around 5 in the morning.

i couldn't fall asleep.

went down and watch tv with wei han.

talked to him,

and felt better.

thanks, weihan.

suppose to help him buy fish in the morning.

but was extremely tired,

and fell asleep.

sorry for not contributing at the chalet.

tuesday

woke up around 12.

went to subway, my working place.

felt so homely there.

and memories came back again!

):

yazid and melmi was working.

mlemi made my sandwich.

yazid teased me with brownie and chocolate chip cookies.

he's forever disturbing me.

but i know they all dote on me, alot.

(:

in the end,

i had a sandwich, regular drink, 4 chocolate chip cookies and a brownie.

all for $1.70

tiffany had hers for $1.90.

now you know why i can't bear to leave that place?

:/

accompanied tiffany to her dental.

it was raining.

on our way back,

met aloy and ken.

ate ice-cream with tiff.

she bought me another chocolate bar.

after that took pip tang's car back with aloy, ken and tiff.

i was down with a bad flu.

wasn't feeling well,

nearly went home.

decided to stay.

went out for another talk with a few people.

talking about lots of stuff.

missed the bus to go back.

and walked about 45 mins back.

i had gastric pain.

thanks amelia for the pill,

and thanks aloy and ken for preparing food.

oh,

jiahui hugged my small pillow throughout the chalet.

luckily she didn't bring it home

:P

well,

then after eating,

slept with tiff.

wednesday

woke up and bathe,

then i left them to meet melmi for breakfast+lunch.

melmi was extremly nice,

to help me carry my heavy stuff.

oh,

and he bought me sweets

thank you melmi.

you're a damn great friend.

after that,

took bus home.

and rotted a little.

went out for dinner with tingie pig.

we had yummy ice-cream.

and it was her treat

(:

she's a great sister.

well,

thanks to everybody who cared for me.

thanks to nikos, weihan, fiona and yanzong for listening and advices.

thanks to aloy and ken, for trying to make me laugh.

and of course,

the lollipops.

thanks to people who called and sms regularly to check if i'm fine.

namely, ben, buggie, jinmay, bobby, hui xin, nicholas, melmi and my dear sister.

oh,

thanks jinmay for the mms!

it really made me smile.

thanks to melmi for accompanying me,

and listening to everything i said.

and of course,

being there for me!

and to all who tried a way or another to cheer me up,

thanks alot.

and last but not least,

tiffany the green friend.

you've been with me throughout everything.

during the chalet,

you were with me every moment.

even during bathing and sleeping!

sounds wrong

:x

well,

thanks for cheering me up.

thanks for crying with me.

thanks for coming straight to my house when i need you.

thanks for listening to all my problems!

and thanks for buying me chocolates.

sorry if i scared you with my moodswings.

you will be my number one green friend forever.

so glad to know you.

(:

the tears just keep falling,
the memories just keep coming back.
everywhere i went,
the presence of you still lingers around me.
the chalet was suppose to cheer me up,
but it had to be located somewhere,
where our sweetest memories stays.
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i wake up,
and was reminded of you waking me up.
i looked at my phone,
and was reminded of your messages.
freshened up, and turned on my laptop.
right behind me,
all the things you gave me were there.
right on my table.
the cards,
the tong tong,
the empty boxes,
the plastic straw hearts,
the key chains,
and many others.....
i walked out,
to the piano.
right on top of it,
was the tong tong machine you gave me,
as well as the valentine day box which contains my earrings.
i'm hungry,
i went down to the shop below.
i'm reminded of you buying my favourite biscuits for me.
you'll eat the sugared part,
i'll take the biscuit.
because we liked different things,
thus,
we can share it.
i walk back home,
up the stairs.
and i'm reminded of you piggy backing me up the stairs.
back at home,
i sit on the sofa.
and i'm reminded of watching tv together.
i bathe,
and looked into the mirror.
i'm so lonely, without you.
i walk out of the toilet,
and grab cookie.
cookie was the first thing that belong to us.
the memories comes back, again.
i left home,
and wore the slippers you bought.
the path i took was just so familiar.
we used to walk that way, together.
the bus stop was filled of memories of secondary school.
the bus journeys made me think,
and made me miss how fast the bus and train rides are with you.
it made me miss lying on your shoulder when i'm sleepy.
it made me miss digging the dong dong.
it made me miss the tickles and laughters.
i see other couples together,
and i'm reminded of how we used to be....
i see the small little piece of paper on the pillar,
and remembered how you'll smack my hands if i attempted to peel them off.
everywhere i go,
memories of us stays.
that special thing we both used to shared.
and that special thing, we're gonna have to let go off now.

thanks to all who's there for me,
especially tiffany, the green friend.
you cried with me,
you came to my house when i needed you.
you accompanied me in the rain.
thank you.

and sorry to those,
who's mood are affected.
i tried to be normal.
but i just can't.
sorry to have pulled a long face at the chalet.

3 years just flew pass us

thanks for all the wonderful memories

since classmates in sec 2,

next door class in sec 3 and 4.

you helped me with my poa and science.

you bought me a whole tub of ice-cream when i cried.

you piggy-backed me up the stairs

we went fishing,

we went crabbing,

we went prawning.

you would take the first bite of the bbq food to make sure it's cooked before giving it to me

you know which chocolate i want to eat when i stare at you with my eyes.

you know exactly the way i eat pocky.

you know how to handle my naughtyness,

you know how to punish me when i don't eat my food.

you scold me when i bang my piano

you stop me from touching the piano everytime we're suppose to leave

you refuse to hear my guitar playing

you refuse to listen to me speak chinese.

you know exactly what evil plans i have in my head.

you caught me smuggling your small boster out of your house.

you promise me chocolates when i finish my food.

you share a dessert with me when i've got craving,

because you know i only want a spoonfull and that's it.

you'll send me to the mrt station on your bike,

and go especially fast to scare me if i whack your head.

you know i love kids central.

and you'll watch it with me.

you watch the cartoon movies with me without complains.

you let me lie on your lap when i'm sleepy.

you leave all the orange flavoured jellybeans for me.

you know i only eat orange flavoured candies.

you flip me upside down when i don't behave.

you carry me in scary ways to punish me.

you collect one dollar coins to get turn the toy out of the machine,

and you use the one dollar coins to try and catch stuffed toys for me.

you know i get excited damn easily,

and stare at me in disbelief at the way i behave like a little child.

you know lollipops will make my day.

you know i dislike BBQ sauce.

you make yummy sandwiches for me at work.

you dyed purple hair with me.

you appreciate my drawings and cards.

you know my mentality is just like a 3 year old kid.

and you know i'm naive.

you taught me many new things.

you shared knowledge with me.

you taught me how to play pool.

you dote on my sister,

just like i do.

you accept my family problems,

and never despised me for it.

you bring me for picnics,

and you ate my horrible fried rice.

we went to sentosa.

and i clung on your back like a koala bear.

you didn't blame me when i lost the necklace you gave me.

you gave up telling me to pack up my messy table.

you'll wait for me to finish eating,

as i eat super slow.

you carry the oven out of the storeroom for me when i want to bake,

and you put it back for me when i'm done.

at the end of these 3 years,

your eating speed became slow too.

you know i've got a runny nose problem.

and you scold me for wasting tissue.

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i'll still be wearing the slippers you bought for me,

i'll still be bringing the jacket you bought to school.

i'll still hug the lovely stuff toys to sleep.

i'll still be reminded of your prescence.

i'm not sure if you'll ever see this,

but,

i just wanna let you know,

i'll miss you.

all the best in finding another girl,

who will be there for you and understand you.

the memories are to much to be written,

it'll just be kept in our hearts.

take care, my friend,

and goodbye, my love.

wednesday

went to school to tutor the mozart members(:

after that,

me and tiffy went for subway at tiong bahru(as usual)

we were so bored,

that we decided to go to vivo to buy candies and candy empire

sadly,

nothing caught our eyes.

then,

we went to cocoa trees,

and bought chocolates!

while walking around,

tiffy spotted 2 cuties in a shop.

she claimed she was looking for cuties for me!

hahaha

that's so sweet of you~ tiffy

hahahahahaha

after that,

we got so bored,

we sat down at the mrt station and wondered where to go.

ended up at my house,

watching intial D!

after that, daddy came back with dinner

ate and sent tiffy to the mrt staion

Thursday

onlined in the morning,

and talked to tiffy.

we were so bored we decided to go shopping!

and we bought many many things at bugis street

we both bought a tube top,

mine is purple, hers is white!

and we both bought a boyfriend tee!

mine is white, hers is pink!

lol

and i bought one more spag top,

she bought a shirt.

and i bought a necklace, a bag and a cardigan(:

after that,

we had dinner at long lost delifrance

and we found out we had another thing in common

that is,

POTATO GRATIN!

yum yum

after eating,

we rotted at delifrance

i decided to but this very nice looking drink

and yah,

it contained passion fruit, mango and blue curaoco

tiffy: eh, got alcohol content or not?

me: you try lor!

me: eh, you try the top! the passion fruit nice hor?

me: eh! you try the middle part! the mango nice hor?

me: eh! you try the bottom part! the blue thing nice hor?

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after a while i got really high,

and was laughing and laughing and laughing

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tiffy used her phone to check the blue curaco thing,

and suspected it has alcohol content

and so,

yah.

this is how it looks like!

pretty right?

(:

haha

so yah,

and it's nice. (: (:

Friday

met tiffy at tiong bahru again for subway in the morning

we agreed to wear the same thing! (:

after that,

headed to the arcade

but it was crowded!

so we went to take neo prints!

and it was damn pretty lar!

BUT

the machine spoilt

it could not print

):

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):

so we were refunded of our money

and i tried to catch that cute little bear bear sitting in the machine looking at me!

lol!

i caught it lar!

and just when the thing wanted to release it into the box,

it didn't drop into the box

-.-

how can!

cheat my feelings

and to think i'm like screaming and jumping when i caught it!

idiotic

then tiffy attempted to catch it for me,

but she failed too

):

oh wells

so we went off to meet jiahui, linet, peiling, libing and jessica at chinatown mrt

then we went to the place for some ktv session

lols!

had fun eh(:

hahahaha

oh wells,

then me and tiffy played a game of pool

:P

noobies we are,

but we manage to clear the table

so yah.

hahahaha

after that we ate yummy food at the stalls below

then me and tiffy left them first to go bugis

we wanted to take neoprints,

but kinda moodless when we got there

so yah,

we went back to delifrance and tried other nice drinks(:

here are the pics!

we got the same top!

(:

mine white hers pink!

my drink(:

her drink(:

saturday

woke up and onlined.

tingy dug a photo out of somewhere in the house,

and i scanned it in!

be prepared for laughs!

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happy family i used to have,

we used to go on vacations together,

we used to go on birthday dinners together,

we used to go on weekend movies,

we used to go to newpark hotel for buffet on sunday mornings.

we used to go to granny's house on saturdays,

and other granny's house on sundays.

we used to go to the fish farm to feed fishes on sundays

we used to go to jurong east swimming complex on sundays,

and daddy will always get parking summons

we used to go to arcades,

and daddy will catch lots and lots of toys,

for me and my sister to choose.

after which,

he will give out the rest to other children...

i love you, dad.