today is a bad day
well, came home to a nasty secenario
won't talk much about that
anyway, me and my sister went gaga
we started playing with our stuffed cuties
i took cookie out and she took xiao di out
cookie is my doggie,
xiao di is her stupid hello kitty
ya
and we were both squeezing on the stupid sofa
and suddenly she started taking her xiao di to fly around
and she used her fist as EARTH
and guess what?
she said lets pretend xiao di is an asteroid
haha
so i made xiao di fly around
and trying to hit her fist but purposely missing it just for effect
then xiao di the asteroid went gaga too
it started dancing and so, it means danger
so my sister used cookie as a rocket to destroy xiao di
and i was like
huh?
how come your rocket bigger than earth?
then how you make it one?
and you know what she said?
er, we made it in jupiter first
haha
i literally burst out laughing
so it's just 2 retards chasing each other's toys with her fist stationery there
so dumb ryte?
well
she did cheer me up since i had such a bad day
i just need you to spare some thought for me
you claimed that you love me but you only hurt me more than others
i'm tired of this shit
really tired

yesterday went to anabel's house
went there to bake
so i met jin may kinda early at bedok inter
then talked about buying somebody a present
well
brush away that thought though
so i taught them how to prepare the mixture and stuff
and we put the cookies in the small tiny purple cups that i brought
yepp
so it's chocolate cookies with chocolate chips and almond
yepp
and jin may is trying to show off her photography skills
halfway through i went to play anabel's piano
and somehow taught jin may how to play too
haha
well
she said i motivated her to learn back her guitar
well, i can teach you a little bit of guitar if you want!
:P
i'm not very good at it
just know the basic chords
thanks to my bestest cousin, charmaine jie jie
okay
this is kinda random anyway
it's a purple day for me
i've decided, purple shall be my favourite colour(:

today i went to my piano lesson
last lesson with teacher joyce
teacher ann coming back next week!
hee
happiness

yawns
yesterday i talked to bobby online
felt quite touched as he still cares for me as a friend

[ Jin - Extraodinare ] -- Being An Open Sinner Is Better Than A Fake Saint.. says:
aniway, if u nid some1, i'm always there

[ Jin - Extraodinare ] -- Being An Open Sinner Is Better Than A Fake Saint.. says:
if u take me to be the last person on you list i'm still there

[ Jin - Extraodinare ] -- Being An Open Sinner Is Better Than A Fake Saint.. says:
not to forget your health also, dun always work work, sleep late

[ Jin - Extraodinare ] -- Being An Open Sinner Is Better Than A Fake Saint.. says:
lastly, take care of yourself. sick go doctor

[ Jin - Extraodinare ] -- Being An Open Sinner Is Better Than A Fake Saint.. says:
no money ask from me

[ Jin - Extraodinare ] -- Being An Open Sinner Is Better Than A Fake Saint.. says:
no food i send u maggie
bobby, i'm touched for you concern(:
sigh
i miss my friends
i remembered sitting beside bob everyday
talking nonsense,
secret sharing and stuff
and how he took my stuff home!
till now my toy seal and paper clip is still with him!
but at least he still remembers me
(:
i remember searching for him after we got results
apparantly we're both sad
i couldn't find him
so when i reached home, i quickly called him
i guess that's what you call friendship(:
thanks for being there for me at times bobby
and what you said last nite touched me(:
thanks buddy

sigh
little shy shy passed away
):
hate the weather these few days
haiis
anyway, i went to church yesterday
and there is this lady who sort of testified luh
and she was saying..
love your enemies, as they were created by GOD too
somehow this sentence struck me
and i asked myself
can i really love my enemies?
can i really love them despite all the mean things they did to me?
can i really forget all the despicable things they did to cause harm to others for their own selfish gain?

i'm sorry

i can't.
do you know how does it feels like to have your phone, wallet and camera stolen?
do you know how does it feels like to see your friend giving you wrong information just to watch you get into trouble?
do you know how does it feels like for your buddy to make mistake on purpose to make you fail your exams?
how can i forgive them?
and needless to say, love them?
i don't understand
i don't do mean things to people
i don't steal
i don't sabo people
i try my best to help my friends in need
but when i really need someone?
all i had was myself.
when you feel so down and out,
nobody seems to be there for you
and even if you just want to bite on a bar of chocolate,
you realise that the supermarket/shop is super crowded
and the bus driver even chided you for paying extra
all i wanted was some kindness in this world
all it takes is just a stranger to smile

sometimes i just can't believe my life
i don't have a happy family like others have
i don't get to go out for dinner with both my parents
i don't get to have sunday family outings like others
isn't that cruel enough?
yet some asshole have to come and steal my stuff and make me totally devastated
and the stupid art that i've put in so much effort for gave me a C5
to ALL thieves out there,
if you really have the heart to exchange another person's misery for your own selfish gain,
go ahead
one day something so bad and terrible is gonna fall upon you
by then, i'll be happily adjusted to my life
while it's your turn to suffer
just wait and see
and to **
don't think i don't know what you've been trying to do to me all these while'
so what if you get better results than me?
your results are achieved by selfish and despicable ways
you too will get your retribution
i'm not gonna do anything
cos you will be duly punished in time to come
gosh i feel so moody

yawns
today met michelle to go for our immunisation jab
):
it hurts more than the blood test thingy
ugh
hopefully don't have to go for the second and third one
early childhood, why are you so troublesome?
i hate injections
it bloody well hurts and freak people out
at least the doctor is nice
anyway, after that we went down to NP
bought her laptop
then went to the canteen to eat
as silly as we are,
after we finished eating,
we did'nt know if we're suppose to clear the plates by ourselves
so, we decided to wait to see if the people there clear the trays after eating or not
in the end, nobody seems to be leaving
so i called my cousin for help
i asked, "are we suppose to clear the trays after eating?"
quite stupid actually
well, she said we can leave it there
so we left our plates there and quickly went off
after that we took a bus, and it broke down somehow
the door can't seem to close
weird things happen when we go out
haha
well, went to her place
put down her stuff
then we went shopping at tampines
manage to buy a laptop casing each
and a mango top each
haha
after that went to the pasar malam, in hope of finding some stuff
but to no avail
in the end went home
and here i am, talking to may
i missed her):

btw, happy birthday joanne!

yawns.

back after such a long time.
i shall start talking about saturday.
at downtown, they organised some really dumb health event
and guess what?
of course after attending that nonsense, poeple tend to be more health concious
and so what do they eat?
subway.
we worked like mad can
people keep coming in,
ordering those healthy stuff like veggie delight?
gosh.
so yesterday, it was me, helmi and bevan
john joined us at 9pm
i hate stupid customers asking stupid questions
what's with asking if the vegetables are cooked?
and i hate customers jamming the whole queue just to ask these stupid questions
anyway, helmi taught me how to eat with my hand(:
haha
inter-racial stuff
after that we scrubbed the floor
damn tiring luh
then finished work at about 1am and guess what?
i'm working at 10am the next day
i'm so tired mann

sunday
same old stuff
work and entertain stupid people
gotten rid of one of my biggest problems(:

monday and tuesday, nothing much to blog about

wednesday
i baked a super successful butter cake(:
haha
so proud of myself

thursday
baked another butter cake for my granny
not exactly successful at first
but managed to save it
thanks to the person by the name of siok xue qian
and i brought the cake over the my granny's place
after that go to work
boring boring

friday
went to the clinic to have a medical checkup with michelle and yan rong
unfortunately, the clinic cannot help yan rong check
so me and michelle went ahead first
at first we have to urine in the thingy
then check my height and weight
i'm 171.5cm (:
but 50kg ):
i'm fat, but the doctor says i'm underweight
then the worst thing came
the blood test thingy
ugh
michelle went first,
and came out with a plaster
i'm next
the doctor tried to distract me with cute cartoons on the wall
and suddenly it's like a prick
in goes the needle
the doctor said: don't move or i'll have to do it again
of course i stayed still
sigh
i hope i don't have to go for the immunisation jab
or else it'll be tragedy again
after that we went to raffles medical for yan's checkup
it was a long wait, and so we went to eat first
saw khim kiang there
he joined us for subway
in the end, he ate a footlong italian BMT
and including all our leftovers
i am speechless
after that yan went back to her clinic,
while me and michelle went to look for the x ray clinic at st11
we finally found it, with some help from the customer service person
we waited quite long outside
and talked quite alot too
and soon we hear people calling our names
and the checkup was like so fast
it took less than a minute
and we waited so long for that
-.-
then after that we went to look for a laptop at courts
and then we went to buy lunch for our families
then at the busstop we kena cheated by some idiot
ugh
so angry and pissed
this old man came to us and ask for one dollar
i gave him as we thought he wants to take bus or sumthing
in the end,
he go around asking like everybody for a one dollar
then we realised that we were cheated
idiotic old man
made use of our kindness
ugh
i hate people like this
because of people like them,
the make others lose trust in those who really need help
irritating
so pissed

Hello, this is a new post! :D

friday(:

little shy shy

by the way, i've got a new pet

it's name is little shy shy.

it's a baby snail.

me and xueqian saw in at a pavement after work

as it's so lonely, xueqian encouraged me to adopt it.

so it's now living in a container, with some grass as an artificial furniture

i slept at 5am this morning.

was talking to wilson,

chatting about some old school days stuff

when i woke up, had lunch with daddy

then went to charmaine jie jie's place

we went to the IT fair together with mummy.

bought my laptop.

pink colour, DELL

and it cost $1599

felt happy to have gotten a laptop at that price

cos it means that my mummy don't have to pay so much, considering the fact that i saved $750 for it.

i'm a good girl(:

saw hadi working there(:

saw jin may and xiang yu there(:

saw xueqian there too(:

after that, mummy treated me and charmaine jie jie to swensens ice-cream(:

with french fries. YUM(:

after that walked around while charmaine jie jie went off to school

long time since i talked to my mummy.

it's a great feeling though, to be able to walk hand in hand together with mummy

i really love that feeling

hmm..

school's starting soon

i'm excited, maybe a little scared too

i hope to do well in my course

i don't want to be an ordinary childcare teacher

i've decided, i want to be a child music therapist(:

and i've decided to join the piano club!

hehe

hopefully i can make it though..

cos the people there are awesome!

they play so well..

i'm jealous):

well, stopping here for today.

loves(:

to jinmay

to my dearest charlotte tan jinmay
okay.
the first post to be dedicated to you.
thanks for helping me start this thing..
i promise i'll TRY to blog faithfully.. hehe.
yeapp.
i saw the post on your blog.
i AM touched.
these 2 years really flew by so fast.
from hi-bye classmates in sec one and two,
we became besties by the end of sec three and four.
i'll never forget the stupid things you've done,
as well as the touching things you have done for me.
i still have the toy train that we used to bring to skool and play,
irritating people with it.
not to forget, how we used to call each other jack and jill.
haha
those were the days,
but we can never get it back.
so what's left are the memories that we can bring along and remember
i've never regretted being your friend.
knowing you has been one of the best things that have happened to me

though we're gonna go our separate paths now,
i hope i can still be there for you when you need me
and you, to be there for me when i need you.
remember our promise of attending each other's wedding
it's a promise that cannot be broken okay?
thanks for being my listening ear through these years.
it's time for you to be strong and independant okay?
hope to keep in contact.
i'm gonna miss you so badly,
my bestest friend.