devastated is the word

my lovely beloved camera went mad.

it's spoilt.

it takes pictures with weird horizontal lines across it.

i am very sad.

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it's not just a camera.

baby dee gave it to me on my birthday last year.

and it just passed the warranty period by a week?

goodness.

no wonder the warranty period lasts for a year.

service centre is all the way at Toh Guan road.

very nice.

i've never heard of such a road before.

rambutan / lychee / longan road i've seen and heard of.

but Toh guan road?

sorry no.

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I'M SO GONNA CALL THE OPERATORS TOMORROW MORNING.

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oh yes.

i came home to a sweet surprise today.

i received a card.

a birthday card that was mailed to my home.

from the girls.

joleen, qihui and chantel.

really touched from the bottom of my heart.

if you girls ever read this,

THANKS A MILLION.

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it's coussie's birthday

happy 19th my dearest cousin.

love you loads!

ikea, stayover, waffle crisps and hangouts soon!

Birthdays

it's been a busy busy week.

20th sept - baby's birthday

22nd sept - my birthday and bobby's birthday

23rd sept - our 47th month anniversary.

<3

i bought him a solvil titus watch.

he bought me a solvil titus watch.

mummy says : like that equals to you buy watch for yourself and he buy for himself lor!

dee dee had his birthday party.

i had a really really happy and meaningful birthday.

it was really simple.

which is why i liked it so much.

dee spent the first few hours of my birthday after work.

we had cup noodles and craze hotties.

homed to sleep.

in the morning,

dearest tan jinmay popped by my house when i was sleeping to give me 2 pretty cakes.

stoned at my house for a few moments,

went to catch the ugly truth with baby.

after that,

went to white sands to return a library book.
went to e!hub to wait for my family.

dinnered at sakura with mum, dad, tingy and dee.

went to my place after that.

bobby came by to give me a apple bracelet.

went to buy drinks with dee.

rotted at my house till midnight.

baby left.

it's really sufficient for me,

to have the people who matters the most to me in my life.

with them,

i don't need anything else.

i truly enjoyed my 18th.

:D

and tingy dear bought me the liu qian magic book.

gosh.

i adore liu qian.

he's so cute!

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finally met up with adeline dear on thurs.

movie, BBQ chicken,

and with her great idea,

we walked from e!hub to my home.

it took us an hour and a half!

watched the 9'o clock show at my home.

before sending her to the busstop.

love her to bits!

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work has been occupying most of my free time and weekends.

i wouldn't say that the job is tough.

it's just,

simple.

but yet,

repetitive.

so means,

i have to repeat the things that i do over and over again.

for example,

i can be standing at that one particular position cutting fruits for an hour.

did closing yesterday night with jolene.

reached home around 1am.

slept at 1 plus,

woke up at 7.

did opening with thomas today.

i was prepared to have my breakfast alone somewhere,

but mummy woke up and toasted chicken pie for me.

(:

caught a bad flu.

used up 2 huge packets of tissue.

each packet contains 120pieces of tissue.

thomas gave me panadol.

it didn't work.

i had fun crushing oreos today.

i enojyed removing the cream.

was talking to thomas throughout the whole morning.

the people there are really really nice.

i like my new colleagues.

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while working,

i realised i missed the fun factor in work that i used to have.

almost 3 years ago,

i worked in mac with dee.

i missed the way zhao wei, zhi jie and wee disturbed me.

i remember being locked up in the chiller by zhi jie.

he even turned the lights off.

i missed the "sisters" among ourselves.

i missed the way aunty chiu ting dotes on me.

i missed the way she protects me from the evil aunty and nasty customers.

i missed the way gary told me " mc wings without lettuce",

or "apple pie without apple"

i missed the way the managers protect me from guys that try to get my number.

after that,

i worked in subway with dee.

i missed the way azmi disturbed customers.

i missed the way dhanie called me "meow"

i missed helmi the melmi.

i missed talking to phebe.

i missed being able to work with dee.

i missed the way he makes yummy food for me to eat.

and i missed the yummy chocolate chip cookies he bakes!

i missed fighting with yazid the monster.

i missed the way he rewards me with brownies for helping him to sweep the floor.

i missed being called "behlo (in malay)"

i missed toasting marshmellows with john and nicholas.

i missed aunty june!

i missed eating western for lunch.

i missed the uncle and how his stall assistant calls me his god-daughter!

i missed sitting on the dustbin cover when my legs are tired.

i missed sitting on the floor when there are no customers!

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and many many many other things,

that are so hilarious and fun.

i'll never be able to get these back.

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oh gosh,

baby's watching F1 now.

i miss him.

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yayyyyy

i can finally upload my pictures.

i'm really happy today!

really really happy.

okay.

just a peek into the chocolate-selling job i had!

yup.

that's how it looked like.

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i won't exactly say my holidays are interesting.

but it's great because i have more time to spent with my lovely friends and family!

dear sister tingy bought me a be-early birthday present!

extremely sweet of her.

hee.

it's a wallet.

i love it to bits!

and i love her to bits too!

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i'll be working this coming fri, sat and sun.

night shift.

working at berrylite,

parkway parade.

wouldn't be able to attend dee's birthday party.

but i promised to look for him straight after i end work at 9!

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today is a really happy day!

hee.

i met bobby in the morning for a short while,

then went to eat with daddy.

after that,

i went to buy shoes for work.

and decided to doodle on it!

it took me at least 4 hours to complete this pair!

the shoes were super super cheap.

it's only $5!

it's really frustrating cos i kept rotating the picture and uploading it again.

however,

it still doesn't go upright!

damn irritatedddddddd

nevermind.

i officially own a pair of shoe that nobody else in the world has!

it's the only one in the world.

YAY

okay.

i'm self entertaining
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if you're really close to me,

you would probably hear me mentioning about PINOCCHIO.

yes.

that puppet with the long nose in cartoons.

omg.

there is one of it,

in whitesand's xscoop!

you know those machine in arcades where you have to catch the toys?

it's sooooooooooo cute

so damn cute.

and i really wanted it so badly.

so so so damn badly.

dee dee promised to catch it for me.

ATTEMPT NUMBER 1

we spent 10 over bucks here!
but failed!
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ATTEMPTED NUMBER 2

FAILED AGAIN.
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damn sad la k.
i was devastated.
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then one fine sunny day,
i met up with dearest tan jinmay.
we went to whitesands for lunch,
and then i showed her pinocchio!!!!!!

TO MY HORROR,
it's no longer for catching.
and only for display.
i was so upset,
i really didn't know what to do.
i'll never ever get it again.
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never ever.........


only for display.

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i'm convinced that we weren't meant to be.
i can only look at it through that piece of glass.
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and today,
dee dee, tingy and i went to BBQ chicken for lunch.
i knew he was up to something.
he was being very secretive!
and,

YES IT"S TRUE

he got it for me!

for meeeeee!!!!!!

i don't know how he did it!

because it's simply impossible!

he told us that he took a long time to persuade the people there.

he even told them to put it in any maching for him to catch,

or sell it to him at any price.

i was so touched!

so so so touched!!!!!!!!!!!

eventually,

a very kind auntie who was working there helped him,

and she placed the pinocchio in the sweet catching machine.

and my dearest baby dee just sat there and tried his best to fulfil his promise!

the auntie eventually,

helped him by dropping the pinocchio in the box.

oh manns.

she must be touched by his sincerity and perserverance!

i'm really very touched.

isn't it cute?!

so damn cute right the pinocchio!

i don't know why tan jin may insists that it's disgusting.

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i can officially hold this thing in my hands now.

it's a dream come true,

and a promise kept!

MY DEAREST BABY DEE,

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH

♥

4 years of relationship,

you and i

though times can turn really nasty,

but it gets back really soon.

you showed me how much i mean to you.

you were never the kind of guy who coats your words with honey.

never were you the kind of guy who mumbles sweet nothings.

but yet,

your actions prove what you meant to me.

and that;s what that really matters.

i love you baby,

i really do.

tags replied :

cs : yup! shopping when we get our payyyyyyy.

xueryl : thanks for always being here. (:

eve : cute sia both of you!

xin yi : hee. shopping soon! :D

jin may : gosh. don't remind me of the soundmaker!

Gina : sorry no. but will update you if i have any!

hui hui : teacher's day? i don't wanna be a teacher.

bobby: yup. updating now.

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pictures can't be uploaded.

and it's pissing the shit out of me.

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brief update.

selling chocolates these few days.

thanks to jinmay dear.

though it's kinda irritating to be answering the same questions over and over again.

was posted to TPJC for 2 days.

met loads of primary and secondary school mates there.

been bombarded with the same few questions which made me wanna bang the wall.

"why are you selling chocolates here? "

"not schooling anymore? "

"you dropped out of school? "

"i thought you did quite well for your o levels, why... selling chocolates here? "

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and i can only reply one, same, pathetic reply over and over again.

"i'm in poly, having holidays now. "

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how irritating can this get?

thanks vernon for accompanying me!

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going for 2 interviews tmr.

haven't decided what to wear.

hmm.

will update more when pictures can be posted.

(: