sheer stupidity

tags replied
Germaine: yayness. luckily not working with her this week!
tingy : hi piggy. i'm tearing down your super junior posters. soon.
xinyi : yes yes. we are normal. (:
crystal : oh sweetheart, this sucks. ):

to passerby.
hmm. there is only one word to describe your tag. and the word is, weird.
because, if i wanted to express my hatred for a particular person,
badmouthing that person on her friend's blog is definitely not a thing i would do.
so,
as you can see, so what if cheryl and i are not close anymore?
in any case, it is none of your business.
even if she has offended you in any way, there is nothing you can do about it.
you can't go up to her and say nasty things right? i doubt you have the guts to do so.
i reckon you're trying to make her friends dislike her by tagging?
you can try to psycho others, but attempting to do so on my tagboard is really not intelligent.
nevertheless, thanks for the compliment. (:
i know how to handle my friendships, and i don't think i need your advice or guidance.
thank you very much.
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and so,
ever since school started,
it sucked.
every single day is spent doing assignments and projects.
let me show you one of my achievements.
for CHN project,
we had to do a board game.
i was in charge of doing the board.
so first,
i drew tiny little pictures.
and coloured them.
and outlined the edges in black.

and then,
i drew the background of the board.
not easy okay.
i had suicidal thoughts while completing it.

and tadah.
colour like mad okay.
and then,
the last step,
paste them on!

and this is,
the board of the board game.
done by yours truly.
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Monday
lessons as per normal.
canteen 2 for lunch with cherng shing, emm and xinyi.
takeaway chicken rice and ate near the pool.
lecture,
ec tutorial,
and then KE.
dinner at Mos with laopo.
mos is my current addiction.
yum.
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Tuesday
CHN presentation.
wore skirt to school for the first time i think?
mac with xinyi.
on the verge of going mad while walking back to school.
haha.
went to granny's place after class.
she cooked yummy food for me.
(:
missed coussie so much.
so glad to be able to meet her.
(:
bused and baby dee cycled me home.
hehe.
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Wednesday
attachment, as usual.
was half an hour late,
but who gives a shit.
kids were having spilt personality again.
sweethearts a moment and devils another.
was so unwilling to go for IT after attachment.
but still,
i dragged myself to school.
had strawberry yogurt in class while having lesson.
a big mistake because it was freezing cold in the classroom.
KE after class.
train homed with laopo.
and something extremely awkward happened.
i saw my sec school band junior on the train (he used to like me),
he was nice enough to come over and say hi.
laopo alighted at redhill.
when she alighted,
his friends joined us.
so it was quite awkward throughout the whole journey.
especially when the topic of him giving me roses and a card on valentines came up.
so it was awkward to the max.
and the conversation grew weirder,
( from redhill to tampines is quite a journey)
and he alighted with his friend at bedok.
and then,
the stupid me,
wanted to msg laopo that he has alighted because the situation was so awkward.
and i really hate awkward situations.
and then,
i sent that message to him without even knowing it.
the message went like this :
'omg. he just alighted. awkward to the maximum. phew'
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and he replied :
'yea, even more awkward now because you sent wrongly.'
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i stared at my phone for 10 seconds.
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if this is not stupid,
i don't know what is.
and i feel terribly guilty.
i don't mean that our 'chance meeting' was bad.
i felt relieved because i dislike awkward situations.
i seriously feel so bad.
i hope he didn't interprete that msg as something which is worse than what it sounds like.
ugh.
just kill me.
dear _ _ _,
please forgive me and my stupidity.
didn't mean to hurt you in any way!
homed,
and i was so tired due to the extreme lack of sleep.
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Today.
was sleeping so soundly that i didn't even know baby dee was within my home premises.
was sleeping so soundly that i didn't even know he came into my room and used the toilet.
i only woke up when he tapped me (i think),
and my eyes sprang open because i didn't know if i was sleeping unglamly!
and that was around 9am in the morning.
he left for school at 10.30.
so nice of him to come over right. (:
and then i went back to sleep.
cherng shing's msg woke me up at 11.47.
i was suppose to meet them at 1pm,
somerset mrt station.
jumped up and prepared.
trained,
and i was around 10 minutes late.
but i was the earliest there.
tsk.
girls,
and what's with the person who is late has to treat us lunch?
walked around with CS while waiting for xinyi.
xinyi arrived at 2 plus.
well done xinyi,
still can tell me you sleep until so shiok!
HAHA
CS brought us to this wanton mee shop.
super yummy.
had our lunch,
and we finally settled down at starbucks around 2.45pm.
started EC and SF essay from scratch.
completed both in 3 and a half hours time.
all of us were extremely impressed with ourselves.
and so,
two huge boulders off our shoulders.
happy.
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and now,
it's sleeping time.
goodnight everyone.
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emm, i hope you're okay. (: