it's 2.34am.
to those who care,
i'll be fine.
don't worry.
coussie, tingy, dee, , bobby, melmi, jinmay, michelle, tiff, cheryl, adeline, hui hui, regina, chantel, joleen, qihui, and many others.
really appreciate everything you all have done for me.
be it buying of stuff, making of things, encouraging msgs, etc.
thanks for showing that you care.
thanks for helping me to fill up that gaping hole i have in me.
thanks for being there.
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projects are a killer.
spent an extremely long period of time trying to do ITBD poster today.
i seriously don't know what happened to me.
but using microsoft words, powerpoint and paint seems to much more harder.
i kept asking dee how to do this or that,
or where to find certain buttons.
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eventually,
i was kinda proud with the poster that i've completed.
but,
i guess it's far too lousy to be used.
lots of amendments have to be made.
i felt so lousy.
it's just a bloody poster.
and yet i can't do it properly.
i'm a loser,
and a failure in life.
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i can't accept criticsms.
i hate myself.
it's just a stupid poster...
just a poster......
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currently stuck with DLE project.
we have to do up a corner tomorrow.
the theme is bakery.
i thought of the theme.
just completed the chart.
after finishing it,
i realised that i took 3 hours to do something that is so simple.
why?
it's just a stupid chart.
one stupid bloody chart.
and it took me 3 hours.
why?
told you,
i'm a loser,
and a failure in life.
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while doing the chart,
i kept thinking.
what's gonna happen if i die?
how's everyone gonna react?
will it even matter?
does my presence even matter?
guess not.
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going back to making my biscuits now.
so sorry to all my groupmates.
it's your misfortune to have me as your group member.
it's your mishap to work with me.
i'll try my best.
please accept me for being a loser,
and a failure in life.

miserable nights