pineapple tarts

brief update.

my mum says i look like a kid here.
tiffany laopo got a shock too.
hahaha.



hahaha.
he stuffed jelly into his mouth.
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okay,
chinese new year is coming.
totally not looking forward to it.
mum made pineapple tarts for our relatives on sunday.
tingy and i helped out.
mum did the dough,
tingy and i rolled the pineapple paste into balls.
we were so sick and tired of it that we started laughing and having dumb conversations.

tingy : Jie, it's quite dumb to have to say happy new year to everyone at granny's house right? i mean, we have to keep shaking everyone's hands and repeating the same words right?

me: *rolling the pineapple paste* uh huh, why?

tingy : i think we should just bring a loudspeaker and announce 'happy new year' once and for all. save time and effort.

me : *stop rolling and burst out laughing*

tingy : *stop rolling and burst out laughing too*

me : like that then imagine if everybody bring loudspeaker, wah, chaos leh.

tingy : *laugh even louder.*

mum : oie! the 2 of you, better concentrate on your pineapples hor!
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me : talking rubbish and laughing like a lunatic.

tingy : crazy girl.

me: tingy, i think i woke up from the wrong side of my bed today.

tingy : yea, wrong side plus upside down.

me : laugh even more.
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after rolling for what seemed like years,
i decided to help mum to vacumm and mop the floor.
when the house is squeaky clean,
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me: mummy, you see i so guai (obedient) , you should reward me mann.

mum : hmm. ya what, i reward you mah. i bake one container of pineapple tarts for your BOYFRIEND leh.

me : dumbfounded. mum! that's not rewarding ME what. you're benefiting him, not ME.

mum : aiyah, same lah.

me : -.-
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as you can see,
baking pineapple tarts can be quite rewarding when you have huge entertainment sources.
:D
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monday
PEC lecture.
caught hachiko with baby dee after school.
great movie.
lots of sniffing heard in the theatre.
but not me.
baby dee wanted a dog even more after the movie.
but oh well.
make do with hamsters okay?
(:
he sent me home before going off to climb.
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tuesday.
chn lecture at 9am,
i woke up at 9am.
gave school a miss.
baby accompanied me for lunch during his break.
he went off to school.
tingy came home,
we went off to deliver mum's pineapple tarts to our fellow relatives.
granny's place for dinner after that.
homed.
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today.
was sleeping so soundly when i woke up and picked up a call.
freaky thing is,
my phone was on silent mode,
without the vibration.
but i picked up the call when baby called.
intuition, i guess.
lunch and off to school i went.
IT lesson was disastrous.
all of us were so screwed with the dreamweaver and flash project.
regret skipping classes now.
emm and i were figuring out how to link this and that,
but,
failed miserably.
xinyi and CS were trying to make their animations move.
succeed a little.
oh noooooooooo.
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dinnered with laopo in school.
went off for frozen yogurt at bugis.
JCO's frozen yogurt, thumbs up!
homed after that.
told mummy what's been bothering me these days.
felt alot better.
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tomorrow.
bobby's gonna meet me,
and save me from the evil clutches of dreamweaver.
yay.
:D

math corner!

did my math corner in the centre!
drew cupcakes and candies and whatevernots.
thanks tingie and baby dee for helping me with the cutting!

p.s
i drew it,
not photocopied!
everyone who saw it thought it was photocopied.
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this little boy tried to block my view while taking the picture!

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and,
fabulous ellene uploaded our sec 2 pictures on facebook........
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DNT teacher was demonstrating how to do the twinkle twinkle punishment.
i had to do it because i didn't bring my workbook.
we had to do 100 or 200 of it i think.
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seriously la.
like small kid sia!
omg.
how did i ever grow from that.
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going off to vivo for shopping with mum and sis now!
and before i leave,
omg.
baby please don't kill me.
:D
i know you won't.
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okay, here goes!
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HAHAHA!
my boyfriend, sec 2!

Animal picture book

my animal picture book!

okay,
it's supposed to pop out.
but somehow,
failed miserably.
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brief update.
wednesday.
attachment,
this little girl kept sticking to me throughout the day.
she wasn't from my class,
so she kept following me everywhere i go.
she waited for me outside the toilet while i was inside.
cute or what?
then she started crying and i carried her,
and she conveniently drooled on my hair.
omg.
suicidal thoughts please.
KE,
dinner at cheers,
and cabbed home with cousin and fryderyk.
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thursday
i can't remember what happened.
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friday
work till closing.
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saturday
did opening till 4pm.
homed,
prepared,
and met up with sec school mates.
vernon and ivan going NS soon.
hahaha.
caught up with each other during dinner,
movie,
went to drink.
the guys spilled their love-sorrows out.
kinda entertaining.
dee kept 'encouraging' me to drink.
ended up quite high after that.
homed near 4am.
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sunday.
woke up with a buzzing headache.
but it didn't stay too long.
lunch with tingy,
homed and did my learning corner activities.
nearly went mad.
thank goodness for tingy and dee's help.
otherwise i wouldn't be able to complete.
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today.
attachment,
did my corner and conducted my lesson.
the little girl followed me everywhere i went again.
this time,
my mentor had to drag her out of the classroom because she refused to leave me,
and i needed to implement my lesson.
felt so sorry for her,
but,
oh well.
i'm going to school now.
:/
reluctant to the max.
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seriously, fuck it.

seriously right,
life sucks.
life sucks because school sucks.
seriously luh.
Monday,
the first lesson,
the damn lecturer was being so fucked up.
i mean,
i agree that our work isn't as great as the other groups lah.
so?
you can't just simply pick on us and vent your anger k.
this stupid lecturer made it sound like we totally didn't put in ANY effort to do the damn thing.
oh please.
if we didn't,
we wouldn't even be able to stand in front of the class to present okay.
god damn it,
we even wore nicer clothes because of the presentation!
(i mean, partly because it's runway day for us)
BUT STILL,
we bothered to dress up.
so what if we're reading from the slides?
i DID elaborate on my parts okay.
i gave examples and explained.
i don't see why she has the reason to say such things about us.
just bloody say so if you don't like us.
just SAY IT.
and what?
we put you off because we're the first group to present and we're late?
for god's sake.
we have lots of classmates who came even later than us.
and obviously you wouldn't want us to start without the others in the class right?
please.
it's a monday,
there is bound to be traffic jams okay.
you're blaming us for what others did?
fuck off seriously.
to us, you said:
"so what if you show me statistics?"


to the others who did not put statistics, you said:
"it would be good if you include statistics"


see the fucking difference?
damn it.
AND,
you people as lecturers,
taught us not to humiliate children if they did something wrong.
and never ever scold them in front of their peers.
then what the hell were you doing?
you made us stand there in front of the class for 10 fucking minutes just to pick on our faults?
do you think you really deserve to be a lecturer?
you are not even practicing what you preach.
what is this mann?

WHY?
because they fucking think that we don't give a damn about school.
it's not that.
it's just that we don't put in the EXTRA effort that others did.
we're just being NORMAL.
not EXTRAORDINARY.
get it?
and what's wrong with that?
we're not fighting for the places in the director's list you know.
we don't wanna possess any source of threat to the others.
shouldn't you lecturers be happy about not having extra work to do?
seriously just fuck off.
my hatred for school is escalating.
no wait,
it's sky high already!
ARGH.
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on a happier note,
i sort of completed my picture book.
another assignment down.
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gave school a miss today.
wasn't feeling too well.
went to swim in the evening and baby met me at the entrance of the swimming complex.
had dinner,
he was feeling fucked up too.
sweetheart,
cheer up.

picture taken 2 nights ago.
he claimed that he wanted to kiss me.
but it's not true.
he just doesn't want to take a picture.
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runway day,
xinyi and i.
we wore this for presentation.
please bear with my messy post.
the whole sequence is wrong and i seriously can't be bothered to do anything about it.
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OH NO.
i'm going insane.
how i wish i have a drumset with me.
i will whack with all my might and make a din.
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and omg,
my guitar string snapped.
ARGH.
cousin,
please fix it for me!
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i feel like practising beethoven's pathetique sonata now.
i want my arm to ache so badly that i will stop due to exhaustion.
i feel like banging my piano now.
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i feel like drinking to get drunk.
i feel like smoking to calm down
i feel like clubbing to get high.
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but all of the above,
can't be done NOW.
oh my,
life sucks.
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attachment tmr.
i hope my voice is so hoarse that i can't talk to the kids.
which means that i don't have to entertain them.
and it means that i do not have to implement my lesson.
thumbs up for that thought!
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okay.
i need to go back to my assignments now.
enough of ranting for the moment.
i hope i have better things to blog about tmr!

borrow, return, take double.

this is going to be an unpleasant post.
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seriously wtf la.
you as an adult,
you should know your bloody responsibilities.
it's alright if you don't contribute.
just don't be such a scumbag.
i've said it before,
i love you,
but i don't bloody respect you.
your presence caused us heaps of inconvenience.
but we can't do anything about it.
i don't hate you.
i can't do it.
so stop taking advantage of that fact to get your way around.
i can't be like tingy.
i can't do what she did.
never before in my life have i seen her behaving the way she did today.
don't you think it's a cause for concern?
the way she ignored you,
the face she displayed throughout.
doesn't it ring a bell?
shouldn't you just start reflecting on what you're doing?
why is your skin so thick?
and why can't i inherite your genes of being thick skinned?
so that i can counter your thick skin-ness.
why oh why must i have mum's genes of being soft hearted?
why, damn it.
why?
i can't even eat a damn meal in peace.
imagine that.
tingy and i can't even go down to coffeeshop and eat together.
imagine that.
seriously what kind of nonsense is this.
mummy is no longer your wife.
you shouldn't even be staying with us.
i hate it when people come and tell me how bloody fortunate i am to be staying with my parents.
fuck off okay.
it's totally not that way.
you people just don't understand.
so stop pretending and acting like you do.
and stop saying that we, as children, should not be affected over adult's problems.
just shut the fuck up.
so what if you're my auntys or uncles and you're trying to be encouraging?
fuck off.
you're totally not helping at all.
you don't even know what's happening.
you don't even know what's that pest doing to tingy and i.
even my mum doesn't know.
so seriously,
keep your comments to yourself.
because you only make me so horribly mad that i wanna rip your skin off your face.
it's really a disgrace to even talk about this.
i find it hard to even confide in my closest friends.
it's too embarrassing to even tell anyone about it in detail.
bottling this up is killing me.
i really feel miserable.
to think that i have to learn how to handle different kinds of family situations on my own.
screw it.
i can't even help myself.
the school should teach us how to help ourselves first.
or perhaps,
to qualify as an early childhood educator,
you need to have a good family background.
it's true.
otherwise kids will just suffer.
i wanted to talk to someone so badly just now.
but now,
i don't even feel like talking to anyone.
because,
nobody is ever going to understand.
friends around can only encourage.
they can only give advice.
but in the end,
it's not easy to even carry out the advices.
i hope tingy is awake now.
because if she is,
she'll be the best person to console me now.
i doubt she'll even cry with me.
today's incident made me realise that she's no longer that small little sister i always thought she was.
i'm wrong.
she's all grown up now.
she's even tougher than me in terms of emotions.
to all who even bother to read this,
please, for goodness sake.
don't jump into conclusions.
don't give any redundant comments either.
and most importantly,
don't even try to act like you understand and know what's happening when you don't.

fellow ostriches

Gosh
my dad nearly threw this drawing away.
tsk.

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and so,
the weekends are FINALLY here.
thank goodness work's out for me this weekend.
have lots of school work to catch up!
i shall start on the animal picture book later.
i shall,
i must,
and i will.
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school has been so much better with these girls.
which also means,
my fellow ostriches.

emm, me, xinyi, cs
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they are friends who really made school a whole lot better for me.
(:
we're gonna wear the clothes that we bought online on monday!
AND,
there will be no more tutorials on friday.
which means,
no more classes for me on thurs and fri!
hahahahahahaha.
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really looking forward for the holidays.
1. pending genting trip with CS and emm and hopefully xinyi.
2. butter factory with CS
3. powerhouse with laopo.
4. dee promised to club with me.
5.club with coussie charmaine.
6. work with tanjinmay, hopefully. :D
7. meet up with adeline neo!
8. bring adeline neo to club after 29th march.
9. KE outing/ chalet.
10.hunt for a cake for beryl low wei ting.
11. wild wild wet weekly routine with dee?
12. miss u cafe for post-valentines celebration!
13. meet up with sec school friends before vernon and ivan goes botak!
14. stayovers again?
15. and the list goes on.
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oh yes.
coussie and i are up to something exciting tomorrow.
can't wait can't wait!
:D
will blog about it if it's successful.
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and,
today is the 23rd.
which means,
it's our 51th month anniversary.
which also means 4 years and 3 months.
yes cousin,
don't get a shock.
it's true.
:D

and anyway,
we were listening to bad romance by lady gaga.
because i'm obsessed with that song.
and,
i forced him to listen to it with me.
and he finally got so extremely irritated,
he switched it to the radio.
and guess what song came out?
BAD ROMANCE.
:D
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i'm in an extremely positive mood today.
lalala~

tags

i realised that i have a very bad habit of forgetting to reply tags.
tingy: love you la okay!

tiffany : you're the best laopo ever. (:

jin may : okay! meet up soon please! ):

xueryl : yup!

fang : http://myrunwaylabel.livejournal.com/10287.html#cutid1
this is the blogshop. quite dumb.
because if you buy one piece, it's around 20 bucks.
if you buy 5,
it's 10 bucks each.
so may as well buy 5 right? (:

aloy: different what. you super zai. that's why got aura!
i don't have any rights to have 'aura' la please! :D