okay people..

the second interview results are out already.guess what?

i got in!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heard from shanker that they eliminated 200++ people for those who have background.

aww.

i felt so so so lucky to have even got pass the first round interview.

aww.

so yesterday i went there with charmaine jie jie,

met her friend,

manqin

so both of us practiced in the room first.

after awhile,

the room started to get really cold.

and to prevent our fingers from stiffing,

we went out.

blah blah blah.

then interview time,

it's like..

10 others sitting there?

plus the instructor and seniors.

damn stressed luh

manqin was the first one.

i was second.

and there's this weird girl...

she wore a pink blouse and a white skirt.

and pink sandals,

with with with!! glass heel..........

it's like so off!

i remember seeing that at toys'r'us lor.

and she played sonatina album,

which was....

grades 3-5

cannot make it luh.

every one else was grade 7/8/diploma?

well,

i shall stop being evil.

anyways,

quite happy i got through though(:

as in, very happy!

i can't believe they chose me as one of the few out of 200++ people.

aww.

and,

great thanks to people who gave me support,

or well wishes.

yeah.

thanks thanks to hippoMAY, ellene, xueqian the dummy, qihui and the girls, shanker, eileen, mummy and tingie pig and of course,

ROBYN(:

she even got me a lucky charm.

so sweet of her huh?

(:

i'm happy today!

later meeting xueqian the dummy(:

oh yah,

today went to school for volleyball only.

lesson was cancelled.

volleyball is so fun,

but i seriously don't have the strength to throw the ball so far luh!

and and AND,

some idiot threw the ball so hard from the other side.......

AND AND AND!!

hit *some* part of me!!!!!!!!

ugh.

it hurts so badly!!!!

asshole
i'm so gonna kick his ass if i ever ever EVER find out who did that
argh.

well, i'm in a good mood today.

so i shall not be bothered.

this picture is for michelle the JIAO FACE!!! :P who ask you to irritate me. :P
this is for jinmay the hippo! and i'm no skinny pig okay!! :P

remember i told you guys that we played pirates in school? yeah. so these are the pics, and the treasure chest was drawn by me! :P
this is the evil ship, it's big and rich. -.-
this is a small little boat. they are gonna be invaded by the big pirate ship
yeah. and this is obviously my group members(: had so much fun with them.
from left: chantel, joleen, qihui and me. love them!

hellos people
i'm here before going back to school
-.-
sounds stupid right?
but my lesson finishes at 11am
and i have an interview at 6.30
so it's 7 and a half hour
so,
i came home to practice my piano too
i heard from shanker that out of all those who registered,
which is really really quite alot..
only 10 or 11 got through
and i happen to be one of them
i'm like so stressed up
ugh
out of 10,
who else can they eliminate?
aww.
but the seniors there are really really good
i saw them play a duet on the keyboard during open house
and i was...
so impressed!
i was even afraid that i wouldn't be able to qualify to get in
sighs
seriously,
i was totally shocked when i received the msg telling me that i passed the first interview.
i heard from charmaine jie jie that she has a friend who has completed her grade 8 and taking diploma now.
but she didn't passed the interview!
weird huh?
well,
gonna meet charmaine jie jie soon.
she's gonna open the clubhouse for me and her friend to practise first(:
bestest ever cousin(:
and jinmay the hippo said i over-worried.
cos it's just a CCA audition,
not some ABRSM exam or what
mummy agreed too!
but i feel even more nervous than the actual exam. :(
oh yah,
yesterday mummy said something very touching though.
she says it's their loss not to have me in their club!
haha
though i don't agree,
but at least i finally know that there's something she's proud of me.
well,
i got to go!
byes(:

i'm gonna step in with eyes staring at me
take my seat at the bench,
put up my book.
i start,
and i end.
as i walked out,
i hope to be saying,
phew! no wrong notes.
not damn,
i screwed it

this is me and dummy when we had fondue(:
he never fails to make me smile(;

btw,

it's my sister's birthday today.

and i made a pretty card for her(:

i think i got severe mood swings

i don't feel emo anymore(:

even if i lose all my old friends,

i still have my new friends.

and they are awesome(:

i adore all of them

especially chantel, joleen and qihui

and of course,

michelle the sotong!

and many many thanks to my beloved cousin,

charmaine low piggie!

feeling like an emo shit these days
but things are getting better i think
managed to buy my ear piece today
thanks to xueqian the dummy
finally.
now i shall have music to listen to on my long long journey to school
aww.
i still haven't recieved any e-mail telling me that i got through the klavien ensemble interview
T.T
shall emo and cry if i don't get through
i really want that CCA so BADLY.
i remember watching crime watch yesterday
and suddenly,
i'm filled with hatred and disgust for sick old man
damn it
the show was about this old man,
seducing/ tricking small school boys about 9 years?
and he led them to public toilets
and MOLESTED them,
and VIDEOED the whole bloody process down
damn it
no wonder the world is turning gay
just like what my pastor said just now.
if i'm a small innocent boy,
and i bloody got molested by an old man
i will definitely get confused.
and thus get involved with homosexuality.
it's because of these type of selfish thinking from stupid people,
that the world is going all wrong.
they are totally destroying a child's life just by doing such stuff,
for their own selfish gains
i am totally disgusted.
seriously,
what's happening to the bloddy world?
it's so friggin ugly,
filled with ugly people,
ugly things,
ugly problems,
and ugly ugly hearts!
damn it.
what's with fathers molesting daughters?
or even raping them?
OR OR OR,
sons raping mothers?
i understand that children of the age 4-5 tend to be more attracted to parents of the opposite sex(i just learnt this in school)
but it shouldn't be to the extend when your mother is old and retiring!
ugh.
eww
i hate the world
it's totally destorted.
i'm gonna eat more salads
i shall try not to be so soft hearted anymore
i'm gonna stand up and fight for my own rights
i'm not gonna let anybody step over me
i'm gonna just focus on my studies
why should i bloody care about others when nobody spares a damn thought for me?
why should i help others when nobody helps me back?
i'm sick and tired of all these shit

i thought an unlucky day only exists in primary school,
when we are forced to write a compo with that title
only then,
can we make up stupid stories and exaggerate as much as we can
but today,
is probably the day,
when so many bad things happen,
that it could be classified as "an unlucky day"
it was suppose to be a perfect friday,
a day that got me looking forward to
but it started bad,
and ended bad.
not to mention the in-betweens
do you know how it started?
it started with me waking up at 11.16
when classes starts at 12
and the journey there is an hour and 15 mins
i rushed,
i cabbed,
and i'm still late.
i quarreled with mum.
she's not being fair.
i lost my voice.
can't even tell the taxi driver clearly where i wanted him to speed to.
and i dropped my contact lense in the toilet and i couldn't find it.
it's brand new
T.T
and we're suppose to meet up today;
the E5 girls and me
meet up for dinner.
i was totally looking forward to it.
then?
jinmay can't make it.
luckily i kena birdshit on wednesday.
not today.
or i'll be totally depressed.
missed all 3 buses when i wanna go home from school!
it's like i'm at the other end of the overhead bridge when all the 3 buses i can take came
all together!
i missed all 3.
i waited like crazy.
i couldn't fit into the train cos it's after work peak hour time.
eventually i took the train to boon lay instead.
and i sat at the 2 person seat at the very end
and somebody with body odour had to sit beside me.
and he bloody alighted only at simei.
i missed bus 3 to go to coffeeshop to get my dinner
waited super long.
i was the first at the queue, damn it.
reached the stop,
the bus was too crowded, the mean singaporeans didn't make way for me to alight.
i only manage to alight 2 stops later.
still of walking distance..
so i walked to the coffee shop.
and i bought my dinner.
including daddy's dinner too.
and the coffee shop's electricity broke down
so i waited again.
power resumed,
got my food(s)
and dashed home before anything bad happens.
i NEARLY tripped and fall.
and if i did,
my laptop will be crushed.
thank thank thank GOD.
now i'm home,
i'm safe for the moment.
it just hope i won't get choked on anything later.

hellos!
quite some time since i blogged
kinda busy and lazy these few days
school's been great
loving it more with every passing day
during classes i came to learn lots and lots of incrdible stuff
lots of stuff about development and things
kinda chim,
but interesting
and i think my teachers are great
they always come out with lots of examples for us
i really came to understand lots of things though
and on wednesday i went for my interview for the klavien ensemble
hopefully i can get through
then i'll be super happy
and i don't know why i'm super enthu on that day
i went around shaking hands and asking names
-.-
i thought it would be hard to get in,
but i realised that those without any piano background are like much much much more than people with background
and those with back ground are like..
grades 2-5?
except for a few who has grade 7
so i seriously hope i can get in(:
and on wednesday we had play
it's the class that we study in the kiddy class,
with miniature tables and chairs(:
super cute
and we played games
me, chantel, qi hui and joleen played pirates
we were made to imagine
at first we were'nt that enthu,
until we started making ships, humans, pirates, crocodiles and many other things from scrap materials!
it's so fun luh
then eventually when lesson is over we had to demolish everything
so super sad
i'm very proud of my crocodile and treasure chest!
haha
though it's not very nice,
but i did it
so i'm proud of it
heh heh
and today i went for fondue with xueqian and my sister the piggie
we went to celebrate her be-early birthday
super super nice!
super super yummy!
and i'm so totally going back there again!
thinking about it makes me feel like floating
hees
tomorrow got stupid IT lesson
how boring..
shrugs
AND AND AND!
i may be meeting the girls tomorrow!
4e5 girls gathering
hopefully it works out
i miss them like loads!
if it doesn't, then me and jinmay the hippo shall go emo at some corner
:P
well,
actually i felt kinda emo few days ago
sigh
it's like i'm so faraway
at some corner where nobody cares
everybody is out there together..
having lunch,
waiting for each other's classes to end
but i'm there making new friends and stuff
yeah,
school's fun,
my friends are great
but what that used to belong to me seems to disappear,
or maybe it's just that i don't belong to the place where i used to belong?
i don't know
it's like your used to be friends are gathering without you,
because you no longer belong to their group
you don't belong to their school,
their class, or their clique
i know that i won't be included in any of their activities in the near future
and all i can do is just listen to them talking about their gatherings
ugh
i think i shall just hide one corner and emo