feeling like an emo shit these days
but things are getting better i think
managed to buy my ear piece today
thanks to xueqian the dummy
finally.
now i shall have music to listen to on my long long journey to school
aww.
i still haven't recieved any e-mail telling me that i got through the klavien ensemble interview
T.T
shall emo and cry if i don't get through
i really want that CCA so BADLY.
i remember watching crime watch yesterday
and suddenly,
i'm filled with hatred and disgust for sick old man
damn it
the show was about this old man,
seducing/ tricking small school boys about 9 years?
and he led them to public toilets
and MOLESTED them,
and VIDEOED the whole bloody process down
damn it
no wonder the world is turning gay
just like what my pastor said just now.
if i'm a small innocent boy,
and i bloody got molested by an old man
i will definitely get confused.
and thus get involved with homosexuality.
it's because of these type of selfish thinking from stupid people,
that the world is going all wrong.
they are totally destroying a child's life just by doing such stuff,
for their own selfish gains
i am totally disgusted.
seriously,
what's happening to the bloddy world?
it's so friggin ugly,
filled with ugly people,
ugly things,
ugly problems,
and ugly ugly hearts!
damn it.
what's with fathers molesting daughters?
or even raping them?
OR OR OR,
sons raping mothers?
i understand that children of the age 4-5 tend to be more attracted to parents of the opposite sex(i just learnt this in school)
but it shouldn't be to the extend when your mother is old and retiring!
ugh.
eww
i hate the world
it's totally destorted.
i'm gonna eat more salads
i shall try not to be so soft hearted anymore
i'm gonna stand up and fight for my own rights
i'm not gonna let anybody step over me
i'm gonna just focus on my studies
why should i bloody care about others when nobody spares a damn thought for me?
why should i help others when nobody helps me back?
i'm sick and tired of all these shit