life is really SHITTY

horrible piece of poo

how worse can it get?

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no wonder they said it's a terrible year for the goats.

as in,

those who were born in the year of the goat.

and goodness me,

ain't it true.

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yesterday

this horrible thing happened.

i did a card for xq's dad,

as it's his birthday.

so,

i went to pass it to him around 5 in the evening.

walked with him to the MRT station.

and,

walked around before going home.

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when i reached home,

i opened the door,

and said HI to my sister.

then i bent down to pick up my slippers.

and from the corner of my eye,

i saw this,

figure,

standing beside my gate.

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i was taken aback.

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guess what?

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this GUY,

definitely YOUNGER THAN ME,


WITH HIS PANTS DOWN,

AND HE WAS COVERING HIS FACE WITH HIS LEFT HAND.

AND HIS RIGHT HAND HOLDING HIS ****

AND HE WAS MASTURBATING

RIGHT AT MY DOOR STEP

HE WAS FOLLOWING ME

AND IT TOOK ME QUITE SOME TIME TO REALISE WHAT HE WAS DOING.

I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO REACT

I WANTED TO KICK

BUT,

WHAT IF HE GOT OFFENDED AND STARTED FOLLOWING ME EVERYDAY?

OMG

SO,

I SHOUTED :

KNN! GO AWAY LAH! WAH LAO EH!!!!!!!!!!

AND I SLAMMED THE DOOR

AND SHOUTED FOR MY MUM

T.T

damn damn damn traumatising.

i was so freaked out.

because he's following me

and what if,

he follows me everyday?

omg.

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few weeks ago,

while i was on my way to school,

this indian man,

tried to touch my butt

but i realised,

and smacked his hand with my wallet

he was "ouch-ing"

and i said : ASSHOLE

and alighted from the train.

UGH

what is wrong with the world!

OMG

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Today

mummy and tingie went to church,

leaving me all alone at home.

i was so traumatised.

that i kept imagining that there's someone else in the house with me.

to the extent,

that i would sneak around in my own home.

ugh!

and,

i closed all the bedroom doors,

so that i feel a little safer.

as in,

it means that nobody will jump out and scare me suddenly.

and i sat on the sofa for 10 mins,

to think of strategies to leave my house safely.

just in case that pervert guy is there!

at my doorstep!

doing his "thing"

ARGH

okay.

so i left the house successfully.

by holding a pair of scissors.

and i was ready to snap anything that i see.

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went to school for KE.

while standing on the train,

i nearly blacked out again.

alighted at tiong bahru and sat down and rest.

cabbed to school after that as i felt like i would collaspe anytime soon.

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reached school for KE

suppose to have 3 tutors and 3 students.

in the end,

all the tutors came,

and none of the students were there yet

after awhile,

only ONE student came.

honestly,

i was quite pissed.

please lor.

i stay so far from school,

and yet i make the effort to come down to HELP

in the end,

the students didn't even come.

so,

the whole trip of one and a half hours,

and having fainting spells on the way to school,

and having to worry so much about the pervert at my place,

and paying 12 bucks for taxi fare

pays out by doing nothing except playing piano in the music room.

and,

i still have to make another LONG trip back home.

ALL FOR NOTHING

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frankly,

i'm super irritated.

At least tell us you're not coming, right?

frigging irresponsible.

NVM

thank goodness,

laopo came down from sembawang to find me.

so we went to bugis.

at least,

it wasn't too bad a day.

oh well,

thanks laopo! (:

i would die without you!

and to that passerby,

whoever you are,

you made my day a better one!

(:

after that,

trained home,

and bought stuff for my family.

tingie waited for me at the park,

to accompany me home in case that pervert is following.

then,

while walking home,

we saw daddy walking down the stairs frantically.

and he thought he heard me asking someone:

what is your problem?!

so he got worried,

and he came down to look for me.

i was quite touched.

i mean,

very touched.

(:

yummy dinner prepared by mummy at home.

sigh

after all,

when you had a bad day outside,

nothing beats being safe at home.

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xue qian's off at malaysia attending some wedding dinner.

:/