<3

Christmas was spent with baby.

he bought me Ripcurl slippers and a tank top.

hehe.

he bought a pair of slippers for himself too.

he said Dennis bought the same thing for himself and Cheryl after he bought ours.

haha.

so funny.

bused to e!hub.

we caught 2 movies,

sherlock holmes and alvin and the chipmunks 2.

had burger king before sherlock holmes,

and vermicelli before alvin and the chipmunks.

:D

homed after that,

and he escorted his present home.

heh.

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Saturday.

work at iluma,

opening alone again.

met baby after that,

then we headed to marina square to meet our sec schoolmates.

a small little gathering,

dinner, movie.

ivan and vernon went off to club.

khair, ellene, baby and i went to arab street.

drank beer and played cards,

i became abit high.

but it weared off after awhile.

night rider home.

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yesterday.

work at iluma,

closing with caleb.

it was his last day.

):

bus 23 home,

talked and laughed alot.

baby picked me up at my house bus stop.

hehehe.

talked for a little while below my house,

talked about work,

and then homed.

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today,

baby had class in the morning,

he came over after his lesson,

and i was still sleeping.

lunch with him, tingy and daddy.

vermicelli for me again.

:D

and now he's off in school doing project.

poor baby,

so reluctant to go to school.

):

KE later.

problems are piling up the cart.

):

candy canes

oh yes,

on wednesday,

it was our 50th month anniversary.

heh

okay random.

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yesterday.

had work in the morning.

was late because of the heavy rain!

and then,

when i reached the shop in iluma,

there were many many candy canes stuck on the pole.

each of them with a note for every one of us.

Dear Allie put it up on the pole for us.

it was such a heartwarming sight.

and i was surprised to find my name there too.

(:

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hehehe.
as
usual,
work was boring,
spent 4 hours talking to vanessa.
talked alot,
crapped alot,
and bitched alot.
talked about bastard-y guys,
and useless guys,
and the list went on.
she gave me a blueberry flavoured candy cane.
:D
Liza came in after that.
suppose to end work at 4pm,
but was extended because it was quite busy.
Liza was troubled.
:/
poor thing.
and so,
i left at 6pm when Jervic came.
bused to 201.
went to the pet shop and bought baby's christmas presents.
and i bought.....

yup!
it's a hamster.
okay.
i bought 2 of it,
a cage,
food,
the water thing,
bathing powder,
food holders,
and yup.
didn't get the sawdust as i couldn't manage.
it was too heavy!
homed and mummy prepared a special christmas dinner!

we had black pepper chicken,
tuna,
buttered toast,
chips,
mushroom potage cream soup,
and salad!
hehehe.
i had such a hearty meal,
and i felt so happy to be at home.
it definitely beats squeezing with the crowd somewhere out in town.
hehehe.
played with the hamsters for a while,
but they were extremely shy.
oh well.
shall give them some time to adapt.
suppose to have met baby already.
but it's postponed to 3pm later.
okays.
merry christmas to all!
have an enjoyable christmas with your loved ones.
(:

i adore old people

i succesfully started the shop by myself today.

had a huge sense of accomplishment.

this old lady came by,

she ordered peppermint tea.

she asked me to open the packet of sugar for her.

after that,

she asked me to pour honey into her cup of tea for her.

when i was doing my stuff,

she kept knocking on the wall to get my attention.

and i went over,

she told me that she wanted waffle with lots of chocolate gravy. (fudge)

so i did the waffle for her.

and while waiting for the waffle,

she banged the wall again to get my attention.

and so,

i went over again.

she told me that she only wanted half of the waffle,

and she would like me to have the other half.

i thought it was quite heartwarming.

hence,

i cut the waffle into half,

and topped it with chocolate sauce.

then i served it to her.

by then,

the shop was filled with people who wanted to buy yogurt.

i was taking their orders when she started to bang the wall again.

this time,

she asked for a small plate as she decided that she cannot finish her waffle.

so she cut it into half and she gave it to me.

which means,

she gave me three quarters of her waffle.

and then,

she sat there while i did my stuff,

and she constantly banged the wall to get my attention.

she asked for napkins,

water,

spoons,

and ice.

before she left,

she gave me a curry puff from coffeebean.

and she smiled at me,

and said that i was a dear.

i like old people.

they make me happy.

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and after that,

the yogurt machine started to produce screeching sounds,

and the yogurt couldn't come out.

after turning it off for a while,

it started to work again.

weird.

laopo came over to look for me.

(:

i realised that i forgot to bring keys for cca.

-.-

daddy brought us home to get it.

so nice of him.

my dad rocks sometimes.

laopo helped me to do the recording for IT presentation.

then off we went to school.

still having a HUGE headache over the selection of the new committee.

we found out that nobody is suitable to be the president.

nobody is suitable to take over my role.

):

i was telling my comm that i should perhaps stay for another year.

which means,

i would have been the president for three years,

throughout my poly life.

-.-

don't i deserve that colours award or something?

tsk.

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i've never felt good about leading the club.

i didn't know why i was chosen.

it is so difficult to choose someone to take over me.

i wondered if my seniors had a hard time choosing me.

but today,

my lovely committee members assured me that i did a good job.

and that,

perhaps,

makes me feel a whole lot better about myself.

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i'm doing opening with vanessa the big bird fan tomorrow.

and it's at iluma.

hehehe.

i prefer working at iluma.

oh well.

baby's coming back in 28 hours.

hehehe.

i'm gonna get his christmas present tomorrow.

laopo knows what it is.

hehehe.

okay.

i'm going off to sleep now.

cherng shing, xinyi, emm,

sentosa yes no?

):

christmas hats

Saturday

work at iluma.

penny and i were observing people who were wearing christmas hats.

i think we all should wear christmas hats too.

it's so adorable.

and then,

we realised that the people at the ground level were giving out the hats for free.

but we have to put our name for some record breaking thing.

and so,

all of us got it.

and we wore it.

heh.

asked laopo to come over to iluma,

so that we can get the hats to wear for our performance the next day.

and she did.

penny and i did paper christmas hats.

mine is the orangy one on top.

somehow,

i cannot rotate the picture.

so yah.

and then,

homed.

waited for baby to come back from bali.

was looking at the flight arrival menu on teletext.

after that,

he was such a sweetheart,

he came over to my place to meet me at 3am.

talked about our days,

and then he left near 5am,

to go to dennis place.

he was going to leave for KL with his climbing mates.

and so,

the poor me is going to be left here for 5 more days.

slept at 5.30am,

woke up at 8.30am.

jumped up in shock as i'm suppose to meet laopo for breakfast at 9.30am!

prepared and had long john breakfast,

waited for fryderyk at dover mrt.

practiced for our christmas performance at night.

it was a sucky sunday.

things went really wrong.

but at the end of the performance,

everything was fine.

took pictures with the lightings and trees.

saw evelyn with her boyfriend but i didn't recognise her because of her hair!

wanted to take a picture with her but she went off already.

):

why you walk so fast.

):

shared gelato with laopo,

and then back to school.

and that concludes the day.

another picture that i failed to rotate

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super annoying.

Monday

mummy was sick.

cooked porridge and noodles before leaving the house.

went to school for project.

project work is a nuisance,

totally.

did the project using my laptop,

thus i left my laptop with my project mates when i needed to leave for cca.

at the end of cca,

project was not yet completed.

had to stay till 10.45pm.

things went crazily wrong.

and i really had to go.

packed all my stuff,

and i actually left without my laptop.

i must be the world's stupidest fool.

-.-

cabbed.

and anyway,

it was just a terribly disasterous day.

shall not talk about it anymore.

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and today,

tingy went with me to bishan to collect my laptop from chantel.

thanks chantel for your help.

had pizza hut with tingy,

walked around junction 8.

took bus back,

and then,

had dinner at coffeeshop with daddy and tingy.

he ordered tiger beer and sprite.

and he mixed it for us in our cups.

it was surprisingly nice.

ordered loads of nice food.

and homed.

baby's having a good time shopping in KL today.

he msged me and told me that his legs are tired from shopping.

-.-

so lousy lor.

and he's going pubbing with his friends today.

and clubbing with them tomorrow.

hehehe.

excited for him.

i totally can't imagine him clubbing!

ah well.

working tomorrow.

will be doing opening by myself in parkway.

nervous and excited.

heh.

i hope i can successfully start the shop.

oh well.

goodnight everyone.

it's day four

island creamery with cherng shing <3

and so,

it's friday.

work at iluma in the morning.

opening with vanessa.

there was a weird smell throughout the morning,

we couldn't detect the source.

after awhile,

we realised that the strawberry yogurt machine is unable to freeze the yogurt.

then,

vanessa turned it off for a while.

and after that,

she turned it on,

and smoke started to come out of the machine.

it was quite funny!

she called Rey,

and apparently he laughed at it too.

then,

there literally wasn't anything to do.

so we took turns to cut fruits.

talked alot,

and bitched alot, too.

liza came in at 2,

she's so adorable and bubbly.

talking to her makes me feel happy.

haha!

mummy and tingy came to look for me after that.

walked around and then,

steamboat!

homed after that.

i found one of baby's shirt at home.

so super happy to find it.

because.....................

it has his smell!

i'm not a sicko okay!

heh.

then i messaged him and told him about his shirt.

and he laughed!

then he told me that he's sunburnt.

):

poor baby.

but i'll still love you.

heh.

work at iluma again tomorrow.

oh yes.

and emmeline,

thanks! <3

Day two and three

Yesterday

had attachment in the morning.

kids were adorable yet a nuisance.

had vermicelli for lunch.

i can eat that every single day.

went home and started doing housework.

started by washing clothes,

keeping clothes,

folding clothes,

packing my cupboard,

and then i packed my piano top,

packed my table top,

kept my sister's clothes,

vacuumed the floor,

mopped the floor,

and that was it.

felt so proud of myself after that.

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mum bought mos burger back for dinner.

ate that plus a piece of ham and cheese toast.

played plants vs zombies and tv after that.

dropped baby a msg before sleeping.

and he replied!

i was smiling silly-ly at my phone.

heh.

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today

was suppose to go swimming,

but it rained when i woke up.

so i went back to sleep till 1 in the afternoon.

lunch with tingy,

vermicelli again.

refilled printer ink,

tingy bought me oreo.<3

going to practice my piano now.

i'm blogging about my day,

so that you can see it when you come back.

i miss you.

Day One without you

school holidays are finally here.

one whole month of holiday.

is that good or what?

(:

spent the last week of school with cherng shing, xinyi and emmeline.

they are fun people to be with.

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and i'm going to survive 11 days without my dearest him.

he's going to bali,

and then to KL with his climbing mates.

and the poor me will be here.

):

stuck here.

):

ah well.

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Friday

school,

island creamery with cherng shing during break.

yummylicious.

back to school for tutorial,

the baby came to pick me up.

happy happy.

caught a movie,

a perfect getaway.

we thought it was some kind of romance film.

but it turned out to be a thriller.

baby whined.

so funny.

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Saturday

met baby again.

he brought me to eat his favourite chicken rice.

caught another movie,

planet 51.

cute and funny.

he enjoyed it.

homed,

dinnered,

then met baby again for 2012.

nice nice show.

wanted to walk home,

and realised that we walked one big round for nothing.

cabbed home in the end.

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Sunday.

work work work.

did i mention that i'm beginning to enjoy work?

homed for dinner,

then baby popped by to watch tv.

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Monday

met baby in the morning before he goes off.

went bedok to eat.

followed him home to collect a stuff toy.

homed.

work after that,

posted to iluma this week.

fun fun fun.

i prefer working at iluma compared to parkway.

hee.

laopo came to find me.

yogurt at my shop,

the mint flavour is very nice.

pepper lunch,

shop,

bought the same top,

tried the clothes in the toilet,

laughed at the weirdness of it,

and homed.

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Today

suppose to go to sentosa with cherng shing, xinyi and emm.

but but but.

):

nevermind.

next week!

ended up having bbq chicken with laopo and tingy,

novena to shop,

and then far east.

bought a new top.

happy happy.

laopo came to my house to practice a new piece.

another performance this sunday.

excited.

i want to post pictures but it's not working.

):

maybe tmr.

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and cousin,

mama will be okay.

i really want to visit her.

and i've got a card for her.

drop me a msg when you're going.

i want to go, too.

i love you coussie.

when things just go wrong

yesterday.

i went to look for the samsung camera service centre at jurong east during break alone.

i was told that the repair fees is going to cost at least 200 bucks.

so should i or should i not repair it?

i can get a new one with 200 bucks.

but,

it has sentimental value.

cherng shing accompanied me to eat before class.

bought something subconsciously for someone.

and decided to leave it at his doorstep.

then,

i do not wish to comment on anything else.

but thanks may and bobby for making me feel better.

so sorry to make you both worried when i cried.

today.

woke up with swollen eyes.

and my eyeliner is running out.

in class now.

attachment in the morning sucks.

the kids had a performance at St Lukes elderly care centre.

we were told to follow the kids.

i helped them to put on their make up.

after that,

we walked to the elderly care centre.

the teacher treated me like a maid.

i had to take the children to the toilet,

two by two.

so i brought like ten of them?

and that caused me to walk that same 'route' 5 times.

the kids didn't behave because they were excited to perform.

and when they made noise,

another teacher stared and hui hui and i.

implying that it's our fault that we can't keep them quiet.

please lor.

it's not even our responsibility okay.

after the kids performed,

the elders played a game.

they have to sit,

facing a partner.

and,

the partner was blindfolded.

so the game was,

to let the blindfolded elder feed the other one with a spoon.

and they are suppose to feed them milo ice-cream.

so super cute.

oh yes.

the elders wore very colourful glittery party hats.

it was so adorable.

after that,

they sang christmas songs.

i felt something tugging at my heartstrings,

because it was so heartwarming.

these old folks are so happy with such a simple little christmas celebration.

and they sang and clapped along with the music.

i couldn't help but to smile to myself.

when we wanted to go back to the centre,

the teacher told us to pack up and carry the props back.

they literally treated us like their maids la!

i was so pissed that i stomped off with a black face.

i heard the kids calling me,

but i ignored them.

frozen yogurt while waiting for haziyah.

and here i am in class.

the lecturer gave everyone time to do their projects.

but i've completed mine because my groupmates are off in vietnam.

so yah.

meeting laopo for dinner after class.

looking forward to it.

three days.

no explaination,

no apologies.

nothing.

so you expect things to go all right magically?

maybe i might lose some of my memory.

then things will be back to normal.

is that it?

you can pretend that nothing happened.

but i can't.

i just can't do it.

so?

what do you want?

we can continue this cold war forever.

i always feel lousy when i walk back from your place after leaving something at your doorstep.

because i always look back and you're never there.

and then,

you were there yesterday.

but?

did you even bother to attempt to clear things up?

you make it seem like everything is okay.

nothing happened.

so how can you expect me not to get pissed off?

if you think ignoring me for a few days to let me cool off is the best solution,

let me tell you now.

it's not.

it just shows that you don't understand me well enough.

you are capable of making me the happiest girl on earth.

but you are equally capable of making me feel the lousiest i've ever felt.

tears are shed.

smiles are fake.

why am i even typing all these out now?

you probably won't even read my blog.

forget it.

meant to

and so,

i had a bad week.

i hate bossy people to the max.

i hate it when people boss me around.

especially when they don't have the right to do so.

LISTEN UP.

no one except my parents have the right to boss me around.

so who the hell are you?

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and after a hectic week,

i swear that i officially hate project work.

individual work is the best,

because i don't have to bother about other people's opinions.

i don't have to live up to other people's expectations.

i can decide things for myself.

i can fail it if i want to.

i hate project work.

perhaps my EQ is not high enough to work with others.

maybe.

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the only great part of the week was saturday.

cos we had a performance.

it was at tuas,

that keppel marine thingy had an opening ceremony for the oil rig.

something like that.

and yes.

it was pretty grand.

the food served ain't packed rice.

we get to eat with the invited guests.

(:

wine and beer and cold rock smoothie were served.

salmon, salad chicken, shephard's pie and different sorts of pasta were served too.

and of course,

yummy, pretty little cakes for desserts.

performance went well.

i was being so uptight about things going wrong that i brough 4 pedals along in case.

and yup.

many thanks to the dears who could make it.

otherwise i would be skinned alive by SDAR.

most of my members couldn't make it.

so,

the 5 of us,

filled up a one hour slot.

i love my members.

they are such a joy to have.

some lecturers from np were there too.
they praised us.
and i felt so honoured to be the president of the club.
really.
i just realised that it's these kind of sense of achievement that motivates me to carry on.
i will be a better president.
i will bring the club up to a higher level.
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after that,
lynette, fryderyk, laopo and i went to tiong bahru.
stoned at mos burger for a long time.
talking, laughing,
making fun of fryderyk.
discussing bgr issues.
time flew pass.
and soon,
it was time to go.
frozen yogurt to end of,
and,

laopo,

i love you!

maybe i'm not the right one for you.

maybe

strangers

i've been meeting very nice strangers these days.

i left my laptop at kfc.

and walked off till somewhere else.

then a couple came up to my laopo and i,

holding my laptop.

for a moment we thought they were asking for directions

but they actually wanted to return my laptop to me.

another day,

laopo and i went to mos burger for dinner.

this very nice uncle came up to us and talked alot.

he then gave us 2 burgers to bring home.

yesterday,

after dinner with laopo,

i took the train home.

there were 4 people who came into the train.

on my left was 3 seats.

on my right was 1 seat.

so i moved to my right to allow them to be able to sit together.

they then looked at me and waited for me to turn and look at them.

and when i did,

they all smiled.

it was a genuine smile from the heart.

baby then came to pick me up.

he cycled me home.

had a talk about the future.

was planning ahead for our future careers.

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going over to granny's later.

coussie's gonna teach me to use photoshop.

thanks jinmay dear for helping me with photoshop too.

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if you don't matter to me,

i won't bother about your opinions of me.

you all can be self centered for all you want.

i don't care.

i will show you that i can do the same.

just wait and see.

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to end off,

tiffany laopo,

i'm so happy for you.

i know that you'll find a guy who's worth it.

i believe he is.

love you.

<3

smarties

i was sick this week.

but i had this huge craving for a super rich chocolately cake.

especially the one my workplace sells.

it's called triple chocolate.

it has gigantic chocolate chips at the side and the fudge on top is just so tempting.

then i had craving for smarties.

but it's so hard to find any these days.

):

but hui hui bought a tube for me.

such a sweetheart.

and baby dee bought me a whole pack!

that's my boy.

(:

on wed,

hui hui and i had our field supervision.

the kids were a handful that day.

very happy that we both passed.

that's all i ask for.

i don't dare to even ask for good grades.

the field supervisor came down to watch our lesson.

then during evaluation,

she asked us:

what is a vegetable?

we were at a loss for words.

she then started drawing mindmaps on vegetables,

branching out on the different parts of the plants that we eat,

etc.

both of us were stunned.

after that,

she asked us what is a mushroom.

we nearly fainted.

went down to school after that for IT lesson.

we were super hungry then.

lesson dragged on.

KE after class.

coffeebean with my wifey and fryderyk.

Thursday

i remembered it was a rainy day.

then baby came over.

cooked noodles for him and tingy.

they both then went off to school.

met mummy after her work.

she bought me a new laptop cos it pains her heart when i carry my very heavy dell laptop to school.

i love you mummy.

Friday

tingy and i went down to school.

to uninstall the old programmes from my dell laptop,

and install the programmes into my new laptop.

happy happy.

BK at simei,

then baby surprised me by appearing behind me while eating.

he then fell in love with my laptop.

homed with tingy.

baby picked me up after dinner.

wanted to catch 2012.

but tickets for the 8.15 show at century was sold out.

the ticketing person asked us if we wanted to catch the 9.15 show.

we said no.

we walked over to tm,

tickets for the 8.30 show were sold out.

we then walked back to century to purchase the tickets for the 9.15 show.

but it was already sold out.

HOW IRRITATING IS THIS.

we then decided to pass time by looking at hamsters.

baby then sent me home.

Today

woke up and mum prepared breakfast.

ate and went to work.

work was fine as usual.

thomas is forever entertaining.

made new friends today.

they are new.

hence,

i'm no longer the newest worker in berrylite.

hehehehe.

bought dinner and homed after work.

doing up my assignments.

just finished singapore families essay draft.

shall do ec's essay draft tomorrow.

Rainy mornings

i had work on sat and sun.

both mornings were rainy.

it was a nice start of the day.

work was fine.

vanessa told me about the story of berrylite.

tan jin may that sweetheart came to accompany me during my break.

was overjoyed.

love her to bits.

(:

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down with sore throat, flu, cough.

assignments pilling up.

have to implement lesson on wed.

teacher janice is nice enough to let me take the Nursery kids.

yay.

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giving KE a miss today.

feels so weird to break my record of 100% attendance.

i can't seem to find the motivation to get myself started on the assignments.

okay.

shall do up my lesson plan for attachment on wed.

yes.

do it now.

and,

charmaine low pei jun, you owe me some explaination BIG TIME!

how can you not tell me anything about it?

call me up soon k!

Learn to treasure

yesterday during PEC tutorial,

we were told to go for dialogue in the dark.

it's an exhibition in school.

it's totally dark,

and we were guided by a visually impaired guide.

he's really nice.

initially,

i was damn scared.

the feeling of having to move around in totally darkness just scared me.

in fact,

i almost wanted to back out the moment we stepped in.

we were given walking canes to guide us around.

it's really really scary.

but this whole experience made me realise how fortunate i am to be able to see.

we had to cross bridges,

walk on sand,

walk on pebbles,

purchase drinks,

identify fruits,

differentiate between the green and red apples,

use our sense of touch to feel the car plate number,

the car's colour,

and stuff like that.

it's really an eye opener for me.

hence,

if you're interested to go for this exhibition,

it's $12 for students and $20 for adults.

and there's an opening promotion now.

so everything's half price.

:D

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attachment today.

kinda heartwarming to see the kiddos,

especially when they remembered my name.

(:

week two of school

school really suck.

i don't like going to school.

):

and i am a terrible student indeed.

out of the whole week,

i only went for 2 days of lesson.

i'm terrible, aren't i?

mon was the first day of school.

ke after that.

i refused to stand on the shuttle bus on tues.

hence,

i decided to take a train there.

on the train,

i started seeing double.

and hence decided to give school a miss.

baby skipped his briefing at school to come over and accompany me for a short while.

wed was IT lesson for 4 hours.

how boring can that be.

but it wasn't too bad afterall.

thurs was selling of chocolates at NUS.

i went to school on fri,

at 9am.

to my horror,

class starts at 11.

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gave school a miss.

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celebrated our 4 years anni.

(:

a really simple one.

he bought new rings.

i gave him a scrapbook that i made with LOADS of effort.

seriously.

it took me like........

many many many days.

mum laughed at the scrapbook when she saw the section on baby's unglam pictures!

anyway,

seoul garden,

watched my sister's keeper,

it's a damn good show.

but i didn't cry though.

then bought stuff back to my home to eat.

tv and then baby went home.

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saturday was working at berrylite.

opening with thomas.

he was telling me about stuff,

that made me laugh like crazy.

my shift ends at 4.

wanted to clock out,

he cancelled the page.

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he refused to accept the fact that i can go off earlier than him.

bought cheesecake yogurt.

it's really really yummy!

rushed to expo to work for the chocolate fair.

tiring tiring.

my job was to stand there and make sure peopel don't steal things.

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how boring is this.

time literally crawled it's way through.

and,

singaporeans are indeed scary creatures.

when i was told to give out the free sampling chocolates,

i swear i had to fight for my life instead.

they really snatched their way through just to get that piece of chocolates.

and mind you,

it's a whole big group of them who did it!

scary!

time passed faster when jinmay's brother and i started talking.

ended up promoting the chocs together.

he's a really nice guy.

so may,

be nicer to him!

:P

today.

work at berrylite.

i was really late.

time breezed through with vanessa and thomas.

had some laughters.

and we were staring at a guy who had a distorted nose.

thomas said he obviously had a fight with someone.

oh well.

a whole new week of school is starting.

absolutely not looking forward to it.

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and one last thing to add.

p.s. i heard it on the radio.

when you smoke,

the cigarette does the smoking,

you, are the sucker.

WORK

i refuse to accept the fact that school starts tmr!

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anyway,

chocolate selling at fengshan primary school again.

ate their canteen food.

it's so,

not-up-to-standard.

really for kids huh.

then,

there's this group of kids.

then they told us that one of their friend,

thinks i'm pretty and he likes me.

jinmay, me and aunty doreen stunned.

then they added :

johnathan say she very sexy.

ALL OF US BURST OUT LAUGHING AT THAT INSTANT.

hello?

i'm like almost 10 years older than that kid cannnnn.

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baby accompanied me to bobby's house warming yesterday.

bought him a cute little mushroom to store things.

bobby's mother was extremly friendly.

she kept saying :

"clarabel, go take food."

"clarabel, sit here and eat"

"clarabel, take more food. "

hahaha.

so nice of her.

(:

bobby's itouch dropped from the 11th floor to the first floor.

thanks to his friendsssssss.

he was really angry.

scary.

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work today.

as usual,

cut fruits,

wash fruits,

cut more fruits,

wash fruits,

serve customers,

wash fruits,

cut more fruits,

and it went on and on and on.

and i cut a box of mutated gigantic strawberries today.

it's really huge.

about the size of a kiwi!

and i plucked up enough courage to actually eat alone at kfc during my lunch break.

can't believe i survived that.

and i've got a new phone.

(:

baby met me after work.

came over to my place and ate some of my mummy's curry.

our 4 years anniversary in 5 days time.

looking forward to it.

<3

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oh great.

school's starting in 12 hours time.

GAH.

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Just a brief update

tags replied :

JM : yes. you're silly. and you know that. :P

Ghost : yup. hope everything's okay for you too! AND, you didn't tell me how did the apology went.

Evelyn : Hi evelyn. (: HAHA.

Xueryl: i was just thinking of you this morning, then i saw your tag. haha. misses too!

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i had KE yesterday.

baby accompanied me during the afternoon.

(:

practice was fine.

the highlight of the day was squeezing into miss ann's car,

and then,

while we're on our way to the highway,

this lady driver,

drove towards our direction!

all of us got a shock!

we've got no idea how she actually passed her driving license.

her car was literally in front of us,

facing us!

damn scary at first.

then we realised that it was funny.

HAHA.

burger king at east point with laopo.

then homed.

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Today.

baby has camp.

till thursday.

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the previous week passed really quickly.

and i went to sell chocolates at feng shan primary school.

OMG.

i tell you,

i nearly committed suicide.

every single kid there called me "aunty"

and i have to respond to that word!

it's a kind of physical and mental torture you know?!

me,

18 years old,

and being deemed fit as an AUNTY.

how terrible can that be?

it just went on the whole day,

that for a moment,

i believed that i was an aunty!

GAH.

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work at berrylite on thurs, and sun.

everytime i do opening with jolene,

something not very plesant will happen.

the first time i worked with her in the morning,

the small machine spoilt.

the yogurt is unable to freeze.

and on sunday when i worked with her,

the big maching leaked.

causing the whole shop to be sticky.

it was so sticky,

that my shoes were stuck to the floor when i tried to walk away from where i was standing.

super funny lah!

it was crisis day on sunday.

everything just went the wrong way.

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work was fine.

i'm beginning to accept the fact that fruits have to be cut into small little pieces.

when i first cut watermelon,

i swear that it was the worse fruit ever,

cos it's so heavy!

then,

i was told to cut mangoes.

i swear that the mangoes are the most terrible fruit ever.

cos it's so slippery,

it keeps sliding off the glove,

and there's a stupid seed in the middle.

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it's just a damn stupid fruit.

AND,

i thought cutting an over-riped mango is bad enough.

but cutting an under-ripe mango is worse.

GAH.

it just gets worse at work.

and then,

when i'm determined that i hate mangoes,

i was told to cut the pomegranate.

from that moment onwards,

i decided that no fruit can be worse than that.

you know why?

i've never seen or eaten a pomegranate before.

in order to cut it,

we must cut it in half.

and then pluck out the little saps one by one.

it requires tons of patience,

and effort!

because if we pluck it too hardly,

it will burst.

and the juice will start flying everywhere.

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and yet if we don't use enough force,

IT JUST DOESN'T COME OUT.

how terrible is this?

hence,

my conclusion is,

the pomegranate is officially my hatest fruit.

bottle full of love

tags replied : (p.s. i'm so sorry i realised i forgot to reply tags)

charmaine : wei. don't laugh at me okay. ):

qihui : (: thanks for everything.

hui hui : i dunno. send for repair?

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brief update.

wed.

was planning to make a little something for baby dee cos he's going on his flying trip the next day.

decided on a bottle of strawhearts.

was on the MRT to school.

from tampines to dover,

i only completed 8 little stars.

how the hell am i gonna fill the whole bottle up then?

):

KE.

after that,

dessert with laopo at tiong bahru

continued on the stars.

in the end,

i decided to write on the little pieces of paper and roll them up and put it in the bottle.

thanks laopo for helping!

otherwise i would just die.

so i wrote lots of little nonsense in those paper!

and the stars fill up the bottom.

left it at baby's house doorstep before walking home.

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Thursday.

vivo in the morning with laopo to get stuff for dearest tan jinmay.

may's birthday.

steamboat, sheesha, beer and homed.

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Friday

chocolate selling at Raffles Institue with dearest tan jinmay.

made our way there by bus.

walked a damn big round just to get into the school.

stupid school, damn big.

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sales was bad.

ended up spending the working time eating chips and talking with aunty.

the students there are just weird.

they aren't even the least bit attracted to chocolates.

in fact,

they try to avoid our booth as much as possible.

after work,

went home to get stuff while may waited for me SOMEWHERE

baby dee came back from his trip.

and he bought me cookies. <3

e!hub and bbq chicken with may after that.

may went home while dee and i went to return dvd and had yogurt.

homed after that.

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Saturday

work at berrylite.

made new friends.

javier is a big bully.

i bought bubble tea for him and sheng ming and myself during break.

my bubble tea and his had the same colour straw.

he wrote his name on his cup of bubble tea,

and switch his cup with mine.

and he WAITED for me to pick his drink up and drink so that he can laugh at me.

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what a bully right!

but it was fun working with them.

ended work at 6,

accompanied sheng ming for his break.

it's so saddening to eat alone.

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and he's a vegetarian!

he told me some stuff about the shop.

ah well.

homed after that.

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Today.

opening with jolene.

she's late.

so i started myself.

being new,

i don't really know what to do.

so i placed the things at some weird way.

in the end,

she had to rearrange everything.

:X

so sorry!

talked quite a fair bit during work.

jaclyn came in at 12.

and then,

while working,

i was thinking of my dearest baby dee.

and he suddenly pop out in front of me!

i was stunned.

i thought i was dreaming.

but yah.

he came to accompany me.

so sweet right.

hehehe.

homed,

dinnered with family.

daddy brought us to some restaurant underneath a void deck.

total bill came up to about $120 for the 4 of us!

had an ice-cream cone for dessert after that.

(:

oh yes.

i need to complain.

it's so damn unfair that guys have huge hands!

they can play chords on the piano so much more effortlessly!

it's damn unfair.

i'm damn sad.

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i'm so gonna chiong my beethoven pathetique sonata.

i love that song so much,

and i'm extremly inspired by the videos on youtube!

i don't care even if my hand starts to cramp!

i'm just gonna chiong and finish the pieceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

oh yes.

i want to learn beethoven's moonlight sonata, 3rd movement too!

okay.

i will.

and i must find the motivation.

devastated is the word

my lovely beloved camera went mad.

it's spoilt.

it takes pictures with weird horizontal lines across it.

i am very sad.

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it's not just a camera.

baby dee gave it to me on my birthday last year.

and it just passed the warranty period by a week?

goodness.

no wonder the warranty period lasts for a year.

service centre is all the way at Toh Guan road.

very nice.

i've never heard of such a road before.

rambutan / lychee / longan road i've seen and heard of.

but Toh guan road?

sorry no.

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I'M SO GONNA CALL THE OPERATORS TOMORROW MORNING.

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oh yes.

i came home to a sweet surprise today.

i received a card.

a birthday card that was mailed to my home.

from the girls.

joleen, qihui and chantel.

really touched from the bottom of my heart.

if you girls ever read this,

THANKS A MILLION.

<3 align="center">oh yes.

it's coussie's birthday

happy 19th my dearest cousin.

love you loads!

ikea, stayover, waffle crisps and hangouts soon!

Birthdays

it's been a busy busy week.

20th sept - baby's birthday

22nd sept - my birthday and bobby's birthday

23rd sept - our 47th month anniversary.

<3

i bought him a solvil titus watch.

he bought me a solvil titus watch.

mummy says : like that equals to you buy watch for yourself and he buy for himself lor!

dee dee had his birthday party.

i had a really really happy and meaningful birthday.

it was really simple.

which is why i liked it so much.

dee spent the first few hours of my birthday after work.

we had cup noodles and craze hotties.

homed to sleep.

in the morning,

dearest tan jinmay popped by my house when i was sleeping to give me 2 pretty cakes.

stoned at my house for a few moments,

went to catch the ugly truth with baby.

after that,

went to white sands to return a library book.
went to e!hub to wait for my family.

dinnered at sakura with mum, dad, tingy and dee.

went to my place after that.

bobby came by to give me a apple bracelet.

went to buy drinks with dee.

rotted at my house till midnight.

baby left.

it's really sufficient for me,

to have the people who matters the most to me in my life.

with them,

i don't need anything else.

i truly enjoyed my 18th.

:D

and tingy dear bought me the liu qian magic book.

gosh.

i adore liu qian.

he's so cute!

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finally met up with adeline dear on thurs.

movie, BBQ chicken,

and with her great idea,

we walked from e!hub to my home.

it took us an hour and a half!

watched the 9'o clock show at my home.

before sending her to the busstop.

love her to bits!

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work has been occupying most of my free time and weekends.

i wouldn't say that the job is tough.

it's just,

simple.

but yet,

repetitive.

so means,

i have to repeat the things that i do over and over again.

for example,

i can be standing at that one particular position cutting fruits for an hour.

did closing yesterday night with jolene.

reached home around 1am.

slept at 1 plus,

woke up at 7.

did opening with thomas today.

i was prepared to have my breakfast alone somewhere,

but mummy woke up and toasted chicken pie for me.

(:

caught a bad flu.

used up 2 huge packets of tissue.

each packet contains 120pieces of tissue.

thomas gave me panadol.

it didn't work.

i had fun crushing oreos today.

i enojyed removing the cream.

was talking to thomas throughout the whole morning.

the people there are really really nice.

i like my new colleagues.

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while working,

i realised i missed the fun factor in work that i used to have.

almost 3 years ago,

i worked in mac with dee.

i missed the way zhao wei, zhi jie and wee disturbed me.

i remember being locked up in the chiller by zhi jie.

he even turned the lights off.

i missed the "sisters" among ourselves.

i missed the way aunty chiu ting dotes on me.

i missed the way she protects me from the evil aunty and nasty customers.

i missed the way gary told me " mc wings without lettuce",

or "apple pie without apple"

i missed the way the managers protect me from guys that try to get my number.

after that,

i worked in subway with dee.

i missed the way azmi disturbed customers.

i missed the way dhanie called me "meow"

i missed helmi the melmi.

i missed talking to phebe.

i missed being able to work with dee.

i missed the way he makes yummy food for me to eat.

and i missed the yummy chocolate chip cookies he bakes!

i missed fighting with yazid the monster.

i missed the way he rewards me with brownies for helping him to sweep the floor.

i missed being called "behlo (in malay)"

i missed toasting marshmellows with john and nicholas.

i missed aunty june!

i missed eating western for lunch.

i missed the uncle and how his stall assistant calls me his god-daughter!

i missed sitting on the dustbin cover when my legs are tired.

i missed sitting on the floor when there are no customers!

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and many many many other things,

that are so hilarious and fun.

i'll never be able to get these back.

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oh gosh,

baby's watching F1 now.

i miss him.

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yayyyyy

i can finally upload my pictures.

i'm really happy today!

really really happy.

okay.

just a peek into the chocolate-selling job i had!

yup.

that's how it looked like.

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i won't exactly say my holidays are interesting.

but it's great because i have more time to spent with my lovely friends and family!

dear sister tingy bought me a be-early birthday present!

extremely sweet of her.

hee.

it's a wallet.

i love it to bits!

and i love her to bits too!

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i'll be working this coming fri, sat and sun.

night shift.

working at berrylite,

parkway parade.

wouldn't be able to attend dee's birthday party.

but i promised to look for him straight after i end work at 9!

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today is a really happy day!

hee.

i met bobby in the morning for a short while,

then went to eat with daddy.

after that,

i went to buy shoes for work.

and decided to doodle on it!

it took me at least 4 hours to complete this pair!

the shoes were super super cheap.

it's only $5!

it's really frustrating cos i kept rotating the picture and uploading it again.

however,

it still doesn't go upright!

damn irritatedddddddd

nevermind.

i officially own a pair of shoe that nobody else in the world has!

it's the only one in the world.

YAY

okay.

i'm self entertaining
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if you're really close to me,

you would probably hear me mentioning about PINOCCHIO.

yes.

that puppet with the long nose in cartoons.

omg.

there is one of it,

in whitesand's xscoop!

you know those machine in arcades where you have to catch the toys?

it's sooooooooooo cute

so damn cute.

and i really wanted it so badly.

so so so damn badly.

dee dee promised to catch it for me.

ATTEMPT NUMBER 1

we spent 10 over bucks here!
but failed!
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ATTEMPTED NUMBER 2

FAILED AGAIN.
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damn sad la k.
i was devastated.
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then one fine sunny day,
i met up with dearest tan jinmay.
we went to whitesands for lunch,
and then i showed her pinocchio!!!!!!

TO MY HORROR,
it's no longer for catching.
and only for display.
i was so upset,
i really didn't know what to do.
i'll never ever get it again.
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never ever.........


only for display.

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i'm convinced that we weren't meant to be.
i can only look at it through that piece of glass.
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and today,
dee dee, tingy and i went to BBQ chicken for lunch.
i knew he was up to something.
he was being very secretive!
and,

YES IT"S TRUE

he got it for me!

for meeeeee!!!!!!

i don't know how he did it!

because it's simply impossible!

he told us that he took a long time to persuade the people there.

he even told them to put it in any maching for him to catch,

or sell it to him at any price.

i was so touched!

so so so touched!!!!!!!!!!!

eventually,

a very kind auntie who was working there helped him,

and she placed the pinocchio in the sweet catching machine.

and my dearest baby dee just sat there and tried his best to fulfil his promise!

the auntie eventually,

helped him by dropping the pinocchio in the box.

oh manns.

she must be touched by his sincerity and perserverance!

i'm really very touched.

isn't it cute?!

so damn cute right the pinocchio!

i don't know why tan jin may insists that it's disgusting.

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i can officially hold this thing in my hands now.

it's a dream come true,

and a promise kept!

MY DEAREST BABY DEE,

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH

♥

4 years of relationship,

you and i

though times can turn really nasty,

but it gets back really soon.

you showed me how much i mean to you.

you were never the kind of guy who coats your words with honey.

never were you the kind of guy who mumbles sweet nothings.

but yet,

your actions prove what you meant to me.

and that;s what that really matters.

i love you baby,

i really do.