the tears just keep falling,
the memories just keep coming back.
everywhere i went,
the presence of you still lingers around me.
the chalet was suppose to cheer me up,
but it had to be located somewhere,
where our sweetest memories stays.
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i wake up,
and was reminded of you waking me up.
i looked at my phone,
and was reminded of your messages.
freshened up, and turned on my laptop.
right behind me,
all the things you gave me were there.
right on my table.
the cards,
the tong tong,
the empty boxes,
the plastic straw hearts,
the key chains,
and many others.....
i walked out,
to the piano.
right on top of it,
was the tong tong machine you gave me,
as well as the valentine day box which contains my earrings.
i'm hungry,
i went down to the shop below.
i'm reminded of you buying my favourite biscuits for me.
you'll eat the sugared part,
i'll take the biscuit.
because we liked different things,
thus,
we can share it.
i walk back home,
up the stairs.
and i'm reminded of you piggy backing me up the stairs.
back at home,
i sit on the sofa.
and i'm reminded of watching tv together.
i bathe,
and looked into the mirror.
i'm so lonely, without you.
i walk out of the toilet,
and grab cookie.
cookie was the first thing that belong to us.
the memories comes back, again.
i left home,
and wore the slippers you bought.
the path i took was just so familiar.
we used to walk that way, together.
the bus stop was filled of memories of secondary school.
the bus journeys made me think,
and made me miss how fast the bus and train rides are with you.
it made me miss lying on your shoulder when i'm sleepy.
it made me miss digging the dong dong.
it made me miss the tickles and laughters.
i see other couples together,
and i'm reminded of how we used to be....
i see the small little piece of paper on the pillar,
and remembered how you'll smack my hands if i attempted to peel them off.
everywhere i go,
memories of us stays.
that special thing we both used to shared.
and that special thing, we're gonna have to let go off now.

thanks to all who's there for me,
especially tiffany, the green friend.
you cried with me,
you came to my house when i needed you.
you accompanied me in the rain.
thank you.

and sorry to those,
who's mood are affected.
i tried to be normal.
but i just can't.
sorry to have pulled a long face at the chalet.