devastated is the word

my lovely beloved camera went mad.

it's spoilt.

it takes pictures with weird horizontal lines across it.

i am very sad.

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it's not just a camera.

baby dee gave it to me on my birthday last year.

and it just passed the warranty period by a week?

goodness.

no wonder the warranty period lasts for a year.

service centre is all the way at Toh Guan road.

very nice.

i've never heard of such a road before.

rambutan / lychee / longan road i've seen and heard of.

but Toh guan road?

sorry no.

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I'M SO GONNA CALL THE OPERATORS TOMORROW MORNING.

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oh yes.

i came home to a sweet surprise today.

i received a card.

a birthday card that was mailed to my home.

from the girls.

joleen, qihui and chantel.

really touched from the bottom of my heart.

if you girls ever read this,

THANKS A MILLION.

<3 align="center">oh yes.

it's coussie's birthday

happy 19th my dearest cousin.

love you loads!

ikea, stayover, waffle crisps and hangouts soon!

Birthdays

it's been a busy busy week.

20th sept - baby's birthday

22nd sept - my birthday and bobby's birthday

23rd sept - our 47th month anniversary.

<3

i bought him a solvil titus watch.

he bought me a solvil titus watch.

mummy says : like that equals to you buy watch for yourself and he buy for himself lor!

dee dee had his birthday party.

i had a really really happy and meaningful birthday.

it was really simple.

which is why i liked it so much.

dee spent the first few hours of my birthday after work.

we had cup noodles and craze hotties.

homed to sleep.

in the morning,

dearest tan jinmay popped by my house when i was sleeping to give me 2 pretty cakes.

stoned at my house for a few moments,

went to catch the ugly truth with baby.

after that,

went to white sands to return a library book.
went to e!hub to wait for my family.

dinnered at sakura with mum, dad, tingy and dee.

went to my place after that.

bobby came by to give me a apple bracelet.

went to buy drinks with dee.

rotted at my house till midnight.

baby left.

it's really sufficient for me,

to have the people who matters the most to me in my life.

with them,

i don't need anything else.

i truly enjoyed my 18th.

:D

and tingy dear bought me the liu qian magic book.

gosh.

i adore liu qian.

he's so cute!

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finally met up with adeline dear on thurs.

movie, BBQ chicken,

and with her great idea,

we walked from e!hub to my home.

it took us an hour and a half!

watched the 9'o clock show at my home.

before sending her to the busstop.

love her to bits!

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work has been occupying most of my free time and weekends.

i wouldn't say that the job is tough.

it's just,

simple.

but yet,

repetitive.

so means,

i have to repeat the things that i do over and over again.

for example,

i can be standing at that one particular position cutting fruits for an hour.

did closing yesterday night with jolene.

reached home around 1am.

slept at 1 plus,

woke up at 7.

did opening with thomas today.

i was prepared to have my breakfast alone somewhere,

but mummy woke up and toasted chicken pie for me.

(:

caught a bad flu.

used up 2 huge packets of tissue.

each packet contains 120pieces of tissue.

thomas gave me panadol.

it didn't work.

i had fun crushing oreos today.

i enojyed removing the cream.

was talking to thomas throughout the whole morning.

the people there are really really nice.

i like my new colleagues.

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while working,

i realised i missed the fun factor in work that i used to have.

almost 3 years ago,

i worked in mac with dee.

i missed the way zhao wei, zhi jie and wee disturbed me.

i remember being locked up in the chiller by zhi jie.

he even turned the lights off.

i missed the "sisters" among ourselves.

i missed the way aunty chiu ting dotes on me.

i missed the way she protects me from the evil aunty and nasty customers.

i missed the way gary told me " mc wings without lettuce",

or "apple pie without apple"

i missed the way the managers protect me from guys that try to get my number.

after that,

i worked in subway with dee.

i missed the way azmi disturbed customers.

i missed the way dhanie called me "meow"

i missed helmi the melmi.

i missed talking to phebe.

i missed being able to work with dee.

i missed the way he makes yummy food for me to eat.

and i missed the yummy chocolate chip cookies he bakes!

i missed fighting with yazid the monster.

i missed the way he rewards me with brownies for helping him to sweep the floor.

i missed being called "behlo (in malay)"

i missed toasting marshmellows with john and nicholas.

i missed aunty june!

i missed eating western for lunch.

i missed the uncle and how his stall assistant calls me his god-daughter!

i missed sitting on the dustbin cover when my legs are tired.

i missed sitting on the floor when there are no customers!

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and many many many other things,

that are so hilarious and fun.

i'll never be able to get these back.

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oh gosh,

baby's watching F1 now.

i miss him.

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yayyyyy

i can finally upload my pictures.

i'm really happy today!

really really happy.

okay.

just a peek into the chocolate-selling job i had!

yup.

that's how it looked like.

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i won't exactly say my holidays are interesting.

but it's great because i have more time to spent with my lovely friends and family!

dear sister tingy bought me a be-early birthday present!

extremely sweet of her.

hee.

it's a wallet.

i love it to bits!

and i love her to bits too!

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i'll be working this coming fri, sat and sun.

night shift.

working at berrylite,

parkway parade.

wouldn't be able to attend dee's birthday party.

but i promised to look for him straight after i end work at 9!

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today is a really happy day!

hee.

i met bobby in the morning for a short while,

then went to eat with daddy.

after that,

i went to buy shoes for work.

and decided to doodle on it!

it took me at least 4 hours to complete this pair!

the shoes were super super cheap.

it's only $5!

it's really frustrating cos i kept rotating the picture and uploading it again.

however,

it still doesn't go upright!

damn irritatedddddddd

nevermind.

i officially own a pair of shoe that nobody else in the world has!

it's the only one in the world.

YAY

okay.

i'm self entertaining
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if you're really close to me,

you would probably hear me mentioning about PINOCCHIO.

yes.

that puppet with the long nose in cartoons.

omg.

there is one of it,

in whitesand's xscoop!

you know those machine in arcades where you have to catch the toys?

it's sooooooooooo cute

so damn cute.

and i really wanted it so badly.

so so so damn badly.

dee dee promised to catch it for me.

ATTEMPT NUMBER 1

we spent 10 over bucks here!
but failed!
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ATTEMPTED NUMBER 2

FAILED AGAIN.
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damn sad la k.
i was devastated.
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then one fine sunny day,
i met up with dearest tan jinmay.
we went to whitesands for lunch,
and then i showed her pinocchio!!!!!!

TO MY HORROR,
it's no longer for catching.
and only for display.
i was so upset,
i really didn't know what to do.
i'll never ever get it again.
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never ever.........


only for display.

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i'm convinced that we weren't meant to be.
i can only look at it through that piece of glass.
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and today,
dee dee, tingy and i went to BBQ chicken for lunch.
i knew he was up to something.
he was being very secretive!
and,

YES IT"S TRUE

he got it for me!

for meeeeee!!!!!!

i don't know how he did it!

because it's simply impossible!

he told us that he took a long time to persuade the people there.

he even told them to put it in any maching for him to catch,

or sell it to him at any price.

i was so touched!

so so so touched!!!!!!!!!!!

eventually,

a very kind auntie who was working there helped him,

and she placed the pinocchio in the sweet catching machine.

and my dearest baby dee just sat there and tried his best to fulfil his promise!

the auntie eventually,

helped him by dropping the pinocchio in the box.

oh manns.

she must be touched by his sincerity and perserverance!

i'm really very touched.

isn't it cute?!

so damn cute right the pinocchio!

i don't know why tan jin may insists that it's disgusting.

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i can officially hold this thing in my hands now.

it's a dream come true,

and a promise kept!

MY DEAREST BABY DEE,

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH

♥

4 years of relationship,

you and i

though times can turn really nasty,

but it gets back really soon.

you showed me how much i mean to you.

you were never the kind of guy who coats your words with honey.

never were you the kind of guy who mumbles sweet nothings.

but yet,

your actions prove what you meant to me.

and that;s what that really matters.

i love you baby,

i really do.

tags replied :

cs : yup! shopping when we get our payyyyyyy.

xueryl : thanks for always being here. (:

eve : cute sia both of you!

xin yi : hee. shopping soon! :D

jin may : gosh. don't remind me of the soundmaker!

Gina : sorry no. but will update you if i have any!

hui hui : teacher's day? i don't wanna be a teacher.

bobby: yup. updating now.

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pictures can't be uploaded.

and it's pissing the shit out of me.

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brief update.

selling chocolates these few days.

thanks to jinmay dear.

though it's kinda irritating to be answering the same questions over and over again.

was posted to TPJC for 2 days.

met loads of primary and secondary school mates there.

been bombarded with the same few questions which made me wanna bang the wall.

"why are you selling chocolates here? "

"not schooling anymore? "

"you dropped out of school? "

"i thought you did quite well for your o levels, why... selling chocolates here? "

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and i can only reply one, same, pathetic reply over and over again.

"i'm in poly, having holidays now. "

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how irritating can this get?

thanks vernon for accompanying me!

(:

going for 2 interviews tmr.

haven't decided what to wear.

hmm.

will update more when pictures can be posted.

(:

HAPPY 46 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY <3

-2 days ago-

p.s. if you notice, there's another face beside him.

and it's really funny as it matches our face.

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the little random cards i made.

and chocolates you bought for me <3

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Finally made a trip down to granny's last week.

yummy food for dinner.

coussie was really happy as there's extra dishes

went down with coussie to collect weeds.

it was a truly fun experience.

and we saw a really pretty sky.

after that,

went to get rootbeer and instant noodles.

back to granny's.

i cooked noodles for her.

hee hee.

tv,

and waffle crisps with milk!

waited for daddy,

and then he brought us for frog leg porridge.

an absolutely fulfilling day,

in terms of food.

:D

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studying for ITBD last week with laopo at coffeebean was futile.

ended up leaving quite early.

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exams have finally come to a halt.
indeed something worth celebrating about.
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but then,
everyone else is still having their papers,
and nobody is free to go out.
hence,
home seems like the perfect place to be in.
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DLE paper yesterday was a piece of cake.
it wasn't as tough as i imagined it to be.

town with xinyi and cherng shing yesterday.

talked and bitched and crapped alot.

settled down for fried mars balls with vanilla ice-cream.

an absolutely yummy but sinful treat.

job hunted at far east.

filled up application forms over and over again.

headed to cine

sat at Gloria Jean's coffee and talked for an hour and a half.

time flies when i'm with them!

me and cherng shing

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xin yi and i

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heeren after that,

and bused home with xinyi.

really had a great time out with you two!

<3

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spent the whole time today watching tv.

bought dinner home for my family.

and a bag of 2.5kg rice.

i nearly died on my way home.

didn't buy my own dinner cos i forgot and it's too heavy!

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oh gosh.

exams please be over soon for dee!

otherwise i'll rot everyday at home like today.

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tags replied:

hui hui : uh huh. i'm suay. but at least i can protect myself. :D

Roz: yup. no more fighting i hope. will try. (:

JM : hee. yup. thanks for everything. loves.

eve : haha. it's better now. just that there's a scar. i hope it's temporary. ):

xueryl : hee hee. don't jealous la. i still love you the most. :P

yan zong : chill mann. i'm perfectly fine. (:

xiangluan : haha. don't worry. i'm okay. (:

xueryl : yup. meet up soon, after my exams! miss you.

tingie : love you sister. <3

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ITBD paper yesterday was definitely a disaster.

i'm pretty sure i screwed the whole thing up.

i literally bombed my way through the entire paper.

filling the questions up with answers that don't seem to come from the textbook.

met tingie after that.

walked around the freezing cold mall.

my little finger was totally numb.

i couldn't even feel a thing when she pinched me really hard!

dee joined us for yogurt.

frozen yogurt with almonds and strawberries and grapes and oreos is the bestest thing ever.

:D

dee and i had it like, 3 or 4 times this week.

(:

after that,

went to e!hub to catch a movie with tingie.

after that,

went to the coffeeshop near home for dinner.

then we went home.

watched tv and bobby popped by.

both of us looked out of the balcony in fascination when he rode his motorbike away.

hahaha.

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OH YES.

i had this damn weird dream yesterday.

i dreamt that dee and i belong to this cca.

it's a really weird cca.

it's kinda like, surfing?

just that you have to lie on this plank of plastic looking wood and sort of make it move in the sea, using your hands.

so ya.

both of us were in that cca.

and i had a best friend.

in my dream,

my best friend is super super fat and round.

definitely not the kind of girl who's sweet and pleasant looking.

and then,

dee and i had this 'secret underground relationship'

which means,

nobody knows that we're together.

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in the cca,

i was the secretary.

so i do not have to engage myself in the sport.

all i have to do during training is to sit under a coconut tree and take down notes.

damn -.-

okay.

so ya.

my best friend had the biggest crush on dee.

so she kept telling me how much she liked him and so on.

and she kept going close to him!

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but i couldn't say anything because nobody is suppose to know that dee and i were together.

it was a total nightmare i tell you.

and she asked him out,

and HE AGREED.

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and i had to act gracious,

to let my best friend go on a date with my boyfriend!

haiyo.

i nearly banged the coconut tree beside me.

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anyway,

in the dream,

dee and i stayed together in this apartment.

so,

we went to some supermarket to get our groceries.

then,

we bumped into boon they all at the supermarket.

we were holding hands.

but he didn't let go of my hand when we bumped into them.

-even though we're suppose to have an underground relationship-

it's a really weird dream.

then all of a sudden,

we saw cheryl, dennis, evelyn and yonghong.

but by right,

we're not suppose to know them.

cos we're in that plastic-wood-plank-pedalling cca.

so,

i had to act like i don't know them.

and of course,

they didn't recognise us either.

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it's a damn weird dream.

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and when we bought our groceries home,

the house was decorated nicely with scented candles,

cushions, seashells, a candlelight dinner for 2,

and practically all those things you'll see in a tv drama when the guy is cooking western in the kitchen,

waiting for the girl to come home,

for a candlelight dinner on a table made up of glass.

yup.

that's exactly what i saw in the dream.

AND,

my fat best friend walked out of the kitchen,

wearing an apron,

with 2 plates of black pepper steak.

it's damn -.-

when she discovered that dee and i were a couple,

she fainted.

she literally fainted.

so we tried to put her on the couch,

but in vain cos she's too heavy.

so we just left her on the floor.

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then i walked into the kitchen,

and saw 2 boxes of "happy western" in the dustbin.

means that she bought the steak instead of cooking it.

laughs la.

okay.

then i woke up.

ca't believe i remembered every single detail so vividly.

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okay.

can't wait for this stupid last paper to end.

then,

i would be really happy,

cos it's holidays!

:D

and i'm so gonna meet up with adeline. hee.

it's a big MUST. (:

anyway,
got to get back to studying for DLE.
so screwed, totally.

okay.

goodluck to everyone who is having your papers!

(:

the dream's not gonna come true right?

dee?

:D

don't you dare to run away with a fat girl.

<3

tags replied :

@.@ : laughs. eat more la you. so skinny.

xueryl : our pics are all here. :D

Gina : hees. loves. (:

yan zong : hees. :P see ya soon.

chantel : pics are here. :D

JM : i miss you too. alot. ):

xueryl : :D

xiang yu : you'll never get it back la. i think he throw away already. and, i'm not a pack of bones! (:

Ghost: yup yup. updating now.

Last day of school.

FM presentation.

in a mad rush when i reached school.

reason being,

we had to wear formal.

hence,

everyone was in a mad state of borrowing clothes and shoes from each other,

etc.

thanks meixuan for lending me heels,

and phanida for lending me jeans.

after that,

IMM with the girls.

went to secret recipe.

the brownie with ice-cream is simply a must try.

it's absolutely yummy,

and definitely a happy food when you're down.

yum.

bused back to school.

pictures on the bus.

me and chantel.

qihui, me and chantel.

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escape theme park last saturday.

suppose to be an outing with the guys,

met jian ji, karjuan, yiwei, rachel, raymond and junjie there.

but we splited and went on our own.

funny.

spent the whole time at escape with cheryl, dennis and dee.

became a double date.

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escape theme park is simply a place where it's nice to hang out with friends.

however,

definitely not a place that has thrilling rides.

we went for the wet and wild ride,

(in the boat)

and then the bumper boat thingy.

all of us were drenched to toes.

went out to smoke,

and tried to dry ourselves up a little by sitting under the sun.

started taking pictures for self entertainment.

dee and i





dennis and cheryl

me and cheryl

then our boyfriends trying to be macho.
:x





rock climbing boyfriends.
:D




self timed camera,

the four of us.

i like this picture.

went for lunch,

and then played awhile more.

when we were about to leave,

jian ji gave me this.

(:

thanks.

went to catch a movie,

and homed.

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Thursday

bobby accompanied me to bugis to get a new pair of sandals.

why?

i bought a pair of sandals last week.

it is black and has pretty jewels on it.

then,

it got stolen from my shoe rack.

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anyway,

thanks bobby.

:D

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yesterday,

got myself drenched from head to toe just to buy some yummy food for my dearest.

waited for him at the bus stop,

he then went home to bathe and change.

after that,

headed down to east coast with dennis for haroz's birthday surprise bbq.

left first because of some issues.

crying my way out,

and bumped into the group of them who went out to buy drinks.

totally embarrassing.

and i felt like burying my head into a hole.

while i was walking home,

2 drunkards followed me.

ended up with a struggle with one of them,

and i kicked him.

ended up with a scratch on my left arm.

homed.

it doesn't even bother you that i'm in pain and bleeding.

all you did was to continue having fun out there.

i couldn't fall asleep at night,

but yet i didn't even dare to drop you a msg.

for fear that we might end up in another quarrell.

i stayed wide awake till 6am in the morning.

cos the pain is too much to bear.

it hurts from the wound,

as well as from the heart.

but do you even care?

i doubt it.